To write, is to inspire...

An interesting random thought.

2011-12-28T19:31:00.000-08:00

2009 - "Wow omg the snrs look so ridiculous wearing that JC uniform!"
2010 - "Oh dear lord, I'm wearing the uniform-.-"
2011 - "HAHA, the Year 4s looks so funny wearing that uniform."
2012 - "HOLY MAMA, the Year 3s are going to wear the JC uniform already?? WTF, SINCE WHEN DID TIME PASS SO FAST."

Yep, fact of life: We are too concerned with ourselves some times that we often fail to realize that the people around us are growing up/old too.

Just another typical day, awaiting the end of 2011.

2011-12-28T09:44:00.000-08:00

I'm back to blogging. Oh well, I guess blogging is just like doing homework - you need the mood. More than often, that is just a lame excuse of not doing homework; something we call procrastination. We all love procrastination, but at the end of the day, as we are rushing our homework, we just regret doing it.

2011 is ending in 2 days' time. Having survived 17 years of my life, awaiting a new year should be a norm isn't it? But hell-to-the-no, each year during this period, I would be thinking what next year would be like and perhaps do better in some things...

I have been anticipating 2012 since I think 2 years ago? I mean 2012 is just such a packed year. With A levels coming, etc etc and DOOMSDAY.
I mean all these speculation about the world ending AFTER MY A LEVELS (TYVM, SPECULATORS) just adds on to the list of 2012 exciting events.
Anyway, it would be really sad to die after your A levels. I mean you just wasted your entire effort for nothing.

Oh and I watched this really hilarious drama recently - I not Stupid Too Drama or something like that. Omg everyone should go and watch it, it's just so funny.
I think Jack Neo is a really talented person. But how exactly do we judge a person? Do we judge Jack Neo based on his notorious sex scandals or do we judge him by his talent in the numerous successful movies he directed?

You would find yourself answering the former subconsciously because at the end of the day, no matter how hard you try to forget one's wrongdoings, the moment you see that person, his/her wrongdoings would just appear in your head.
You just can't help it.

Some things just fade out after awhile. For instance blogging.

2011-12-24T09:15:00.001-08:00

Merry Xmas people! It has been god-knows-when since I last blogged. And I guess no matter what, it always feels awkward when I start blogging after a long while, just like how we feel the awkwardness when we hold a pen after a long holiday.

I guess blogging on Christmas is just so different, in a sense that you are actually blogging about something, instead of ranting off some nonsensical stuff like your daily life, which I'm pretty sure will turn people off completely. (well not that blogging about Christmas will turn you on...)

All I can say is that although no one really spent Christmas eve and Christmas with me this year, it was a pretty reflective day. I mean as we are busy with our daily lives and as the year flashes past us so quickly, sometimes, we just need to sit back and think about what really happened throughout the year.

2011 has been a really wonderful year. (Oh gosh, why am I blogging like this is the last day of 2011 -.-) I made some really close friends and I think I really learnt a lot (in terms of all aspects actually). However, I do feel that I'm abit bitchy sometimes and despite that being a "form" of me, I must really cut down on that and be more presentable haha ;)

Just watched a Christmas movie (Idk why I did that but I guess watching a Christmas movie on Christmas eve just adds in the Christmas atmosphere?) and I realised that in life, we don't really get to choose the path we want to take. What's important is having a positive mind!

And in every movie there must always be romance. As I'm growing older, I guess somehow or rather, love just comes to mind.
Sucks to be lonely though...

Lesson learnt but probably eternal regret.

2011-09-28T23:47:00.000-07:00

Today sucked.
Yeah, you guessed it. Results.

Being in a highly competitive and meritocratic society, students like us really value results as much as our lives. We care so much to the extent that it can turn our happiness into sorrow almost instantly.
We have to change that but it takes time.

For now, I just feel like wallowing in my own sorrow.

It's time like this you start to think of the "What ifs" and start to have regrets. I just hope mine does not turn into an eternal one.

Don't lose track of your aim,
for this isn't the end of the game.

Post-ABC notions

2011-09-28T06:51:00.000-07:00

I came back from camp about a day ago.
So, what are my thoughts about this camp?

Alright, to be honest I wasn't really ready to accept what awaits me at the camp. As I have mentioned before, I am quite physically challenged. So yeah my biggest obstacle. I was caught off guard when I became the Section Leader (got saboed actually..) because hell, the thought of "I probably can't handle myself, how the heck am I gonna handle my section.." really scares me. (Turns out there wasn't really much to do)

I don't really feel like mentioning all the activites we did there because some things are best left unsaid. On the whole, the camp turned out to be better than expected and I am really quite proud of myself for not giving up and adapt to conditions quite easily!

Sometimes in life, we just have to lower our expectations. Why say so? Because if you managed to surpass your expectations, the feeling of accomplishment is great.
I would hence like to highlight a certain point Mr Koh mentioned just before all the boys set out for the ABC.
He mentioned that the school spent a large sum of money (best not to reveal the exact amount here) on this camp and honestly, some of us expected much more. Some of the logistics and stuffs weren't really good and I understand that the teachers are doing their best to simulate ABC to that of the army, the money however can be pumped into other areas like perhaps better food, more maps ..? Just saying.

During the ABC, I managed to really assess some of the PE teachers. 1 or 2 are really good speakers while others erm are just trying to act fierce or something.

Ok, to be frank, I don't really agree with the system that works in the army. I'm not exactly a conformist and from the talks I received during the camp, I get the sense that soldiers are banned from giving opinions because things like blanket party, punishments etc would result.
Don't get me wrong, this may not be a bad thing. In times of war, we should listen to such commands and if we start to have disputes among ourselves, half the battle is lost.

However, this should not be greatly emphasised. People do have a voice inside them and there is a dying need for these voices to be expressed. Ever wondered why Facebook and other social networks are so popular. It's because these provide a platform for people to voice out their opinions with ease.

Singaporeans on the whole are generally followers. They just follow orders and hence pretty much lack creativity. Maybe I'm wrong, I don't know.
Yet as viewed from GE and PE 2011, the urgency to be heard is greatly emphasised. The new generation of people no longer follow the footsteps of the previous generations where they mostly just follow.

Ok, I think I'm talking rubbish but yeah just some random thoughts of mine haha.
The fact is, I'm using this blog post to mask my fear of what awaits me tmr - getting back all my results at one go.

Pre-ABC notions.

2011-09-24T17:29:00.000-07:00

Alright, so the All-Boys-Camp (ABC) is starting on Monday (tmr).
To be frank, I'm not excited about next week at all. I mean, ABC on Monday and Tuesday, going through ALL exam scripts on Wednesday and Thursday and EoM submission on Friday. But we still have to face these things eventually so no point worrying now I guess. (although I did worry a lot!)

So what do I feel now about the ABC? Well, honestly, I am overwhelmed with fear and excitement. And these are bad combinations. Or rather, their combined effect gives you the kind of queasy feel in your stomach, which apparently isn't exactly a really nice feeling.

I heard the ABC would be really PT-intensive. And I mean look at me, physically weak and not to mention the exam period where I gorge myself with food and lack of exercise during that period. I'm screwed T_T
And I only know like half my group and somehow this feeling of screwedness just washes over me. I really do hope the focus of the ABC is not physical. Or else ...

Looking at the packing list really stretches my imagination to think what is going to happen there. Ok there's this item called "1 set of old clothes (can be thrown away at the end of the camp)". I'm guessing intensive mud activites or some activities that involves tearing half your shirt/pants away T_T
And did they mention SET. So does that mean shirt, pants, UNDERGARMENTS too=.=

I hope to find some similarities between this camp and OBS. Wish me luck people!
I shall do a post-ABC notion blog post after I come back =D

Promos are over (2011)

2011-09-20T17:38:00.000-07:00

Ok, first thing first:

PROMOS ARE OVER.

Ok, these few weeks of mugging were quite terrible, both mentally and physically. Physically being my face grew more ugly pimples. I actually thought my mole was getting bigger or something but it was actually a pimple =.=

Mental stress is one of the biggest obstacle during mugging. If you want to be hardcore yet have a short attention span, you literally have to force yourself to sit down and mug throughout (well for me lah).

But I realized Richard Clayderman's (piano) music are superb in mugging (Y) But oh well, I listened to other songs too. And oops sorry for being extremely lag, cuz I realized Mike Tompkins is really talented! I mean making music with his voice is just pure amazing. But I don't think he can ever hold a concert. Because afterall, you can only use one voice at a time right? :P

Ok after the Chemistry Paper (which was fairly tough but ohwell, it's over), I went to KBOX with some friends. Feels great to sing out your stress but only problem was globalization - too much kpop songs.

Afterwards, went out with another few friends to watch:

HAHA, I tell you, this guy (Rowan Atkinson) is a total joke! Seriously, feels really great watching the movie, totally laughed out all the stress boiled inside me for don't know how long. (during the Promos period + mugging period) Me and Tsz Kiu were like (the only ones) laughing throughout the ENTIRE MOVIE HAHAHA. By the end of it, I felt as if my mouth wasn't mine, it was like fixed in a ready-to-laugh-again position.

Went HNM afterwards and honestly, it was pretty much of a disappointment. I have no idea why fashion always discriminate Men. You know the entire store only this small teeny weeny section for males? =.= And to think Singapore was ranked one of the top 10 most fashionable countries recently!

Alright, now that Promos are over, there are so much thing I remembered I want to do. But somehow when you sit at your desk and face the computer, you just blank out - not instantaneously, but for quite some time - I guess we all need an adjustment time period to get used to changes. So bullshit to whoever that said "Change is the only constant" :)

To avoid an argument..

2011-09-17T18:16:00.001-07:00

I'm kinda mad now.. like ok really pissed.

So I thought we were going for a competition. And in the end, I wasn't chosen.

That kind of feeling sucks ok seriously. It's like everyone's all hyped about it and you just have to pretend as if everything's alright.

I was one of the few people who went all the way with you ok, everyone else got chosen, except me? Ok this is really bad. Am I too lousy or what? Huh.

I'm sorry but I'm someone who cares alot about pride and takes things more serious than others. Now each session I have to bear the memory deep inside me and it will never be the same again. Really.

Perhaps you have your own reason for doing this but at least, I really need an explanation.

One more subject to go!

2011-09-16T02:24:00.000-07:00

Cant believe Promos is coming to an end.

Time flies so quickly, a week just passed like that, with mugging. Omg, and this mugging shit is really bad. Many people said I looked older now and more dead =.=

Haha, Math and Physics papers weren't as hard as I thought it would be. Yeah they were not easy but definitely not an impossible task ;) -huge relief-

Just a day and hours before the Physics paper, I was still hyperventilating cuz I can't even do the tutorials wtf=.= Seriously, I compare Superposition TYS to our tutorials, our tutorials totally seem like a piece of nice mouth-watering cake. (Oops, kinda hungry now :X)

But oh well, a bit of unfounded worries in the end I guess T_T

Haiya, I should learn to take life easy now. I mean we should enjoy the process of mugging right (-.- ok even that sounds stupid to me).

Chemistry,

hope you are as easy as ABCee!

p.s. NEW SEASON OF SURVIVOR IS OUT! -hyperventilates-

Physics is like life, you never understand the full meaning of it.

2011-09-13T03:53:00.000-07:00

I will never understand Physics.

FML seriously, one Superposition is enough to rape my entire body.

All I need now is a miracle. Yes, that's how bad I am. I depend on miracles to score =.=

Ultimately, it may just be a wastage of brain capacity.

2011-09-12T05:40:00.001-07:00

This entire week of mugging has took/is taking its toll on me, especially today's Econs Test, which made me feel really depressed.

Scoring for a test is really based on luck sometimes, especially if the test is of a higher order and is really information-intensive. If you are a non-mugger, you will hope that the things you mug within that short period of time will come out for the test. Afterall, it's impossible for an exam to test on all the concepts/stuffs mentioned in your notes. For muggers, after memorising almost everything possible, the test turns out to be something unexpected, you would really feel depressed that the stuffs you spent so long revising for didn't come out at all. The kind of feeling, I'm sure some people out there will understand. And this feeling might even be amplified if you answered the question incorrectly-.- It's like all my effort went down the drain...

Can you imagine if 2 information-intensive exams fall on consecutive, worst, the same day? It will be like OMG, your brain is literally dying.

To add on, are these knowledge really applicable in future? Will there be a time where we will use Maclaurin's Series to solve a real-life situation? Or will there be a time for us to apply the concept of Superposition?

Well, we won't really know will we since the future is uncertain. (Imperfect Information [Economics Concept]) But one thing is for sure, mugging everything in our syllabus is definitely a wastage of brain capacity because for sure, we won't apply ALL the concepts learnt in future. I mean look at the 'A' level Syllabus itself! =.=

But we don't have a choice do we.

We chose (or rather under current circumstances) to be under the Singapore Education. So, all we have to do is do what we should, for it would be for our own good.

Sometimes, a little rant here and there can help to sooth my really frustrated feelings, so haha you can ignore this.

2011 Promotional Exams

2011-08-29T17:48:00.000-07:00

Too bad I live in Singapore where meritocracy is highly emphasised.
Hence, I will have to temporarily abandon this blog to focus on my Promotional Exams.

The name says it all. It's probably the most important exam of the year.
So, good luck to all out there!

Remember, you can only fight for a battle with ample rest and preparation. Losing either of which is tantamount to losing half the battle!
(Btw, that's MY quote LOL:D)

Funniest Commercials.

2011-08-07T06:36:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, I'm here to show you some videos of the best (funniest, in this case) commercials I've ever seen!
Haha, hope it's a stress reliever!

I arranged the commercials from the least funniest to the funniest ;)
(Don't blame me if they are not funny, because everyone has different sense of humour okay!)

1.

2. Tidy Up.

3. Tuna Belly.

4. Pepsi.

5. Don't Spend Your Life Cleaning.

6. Chewing Gum.

7. Rejoice.

8. Clean Your Balls.

9. Non-blinking woman.

10. Camlin Marker.

Haha did you enjoy them?
I hope you did! ;)

On and off thing.

2011-07-29T09:03:00.000-07:00

Hi straights/gays/blacks/whites/beiges etc (recites Lady Gaga's Born This Way), I'm finally blogging.

Anyway, life's been hectic as usual. MYE went pretty screwed and so many things making me screwed. EOY's coming, and I barely had time to breathe.
But nonetheless, I still prefer JC life to Secondary School life ;)

I would be blogging on and off, depending on my mood.
Argh and I still can't get over the Harry Potter mood :(

Here's a pretty sad video:

Yeah, I kinda teared argh whatever. Few years down the road and I would probably feel that this video's stupid. But Idk, I will remain loyal I promise :D

Haha, look at this article from

http://theonlinecitizen.com/2011/07/an-open-letter-to-the-education-minister-from-a-group-of-project-work-teachers/#.Ti9Dyfr6lZY.facebook

Shan't say much here.

Bye, we will "meet" soon.

Humans do have feelings, and a fact doesn't need proving.

2011-07-16T17:51:00.001-07:00

I feel really tempted to blog right now (though a pile of stuff lay around my computer) because there is just so much emotions running through me.

Let's start with Harry Potter. On Friday night, I watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2. The movie could have been combined into one movie but I still loved it anyway because it captured so much emotions in it then it can trigger the nerves in your eye and make you tear...

On a particular day in 2001, I went to watch Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone with my dad. The movie was fabulous because there was so much magic and plot in it and even though I was only Primary One, I knew this movie/book would be so interesting. I became a hugeass fan of Harry Potter.

Through the years, I start to see a juxtaposition between the book and the film. While the book never fail to excite me with emotions of sadness/happiness etc, the film never attempt to do so. I was disappointed again and again by the films.

However, I always thought that the next film would be much better and anticipate it nevertheless. Now, it's over, the whole saga is officially over...

Harry Potter would be a legend, but will this legend continue on? Harry Potter has accompanied us through 11 years (for the film) of our childhood. Ending Harry Potter somehow seems like a cue that our childhood is coming to an end.

While I was watching the movie, I wonder if future generations will continue to love Harry Potter like we do. Or we it be that when we tell them of such movies/books, they will stare at us and do nothing but remind us of how old we have become.

It will never be the same. They did not experience any of the waiting for 11 years to see the finale (movie) because *BAM*, they can just retrieve it instantly. Or even, waiting for a few years to read the next sequel. Such feeling over a long time will accumulate and your heart grows fonder and becomes more tied to the Harry Potter saga.

However, an end is an end. Perhaps there would be a new beginning for Harry Potter, I don't know. (But there certainly is Pottermore! :D)
Life will only move on if we ourselves move on first.
But let us thank the famous writer and directors of the book and film respectively for the great times we have in this slightly more than a decade!

Let me end of this post with one of my favourite spell

"EXPELLIARMUS!"

It's been a month.

2011-07-02T18:07:00.000-07:00

A reality check of how time flies:
I haven't been blogging for a month, when I thought it was just a few days... OMG.

Anyway, I'm back from overseas, and becoming richer in fats too. June Hols was pretty okay, cuz I went for a loooooong vacation, and I truly enjoyed myself! :D
Reality struck me when I came back on 21st June on the Cab that I realized I haven't studied for MYE and I'm going to be a goner D: LOL, I was panicking like mad seriously HAHA.

I think sometimes when there's this adrenaline rush, it will propel you to study, but then it will die down after like a few hours. BUT SOMETIMES WHEN YOU HAVE THIS SUPER ADRENALINE RUSH, OMG YOU WILL STUDY LIKE MAD LOL. (like me :X)

Anyway, I'm glad that MYE is finally over, with a freaking bad end. (OMG Physics was #$%^*, I still can't believe I thought circumference was diameter!!! :O)

Anyway, I came to know of 2 most controversial horror movies lately - namely A Serbian Film and Human Centipede 2.

I'm sure you guys have heard of these 2 movies, especially the latter.
The reason why Human Centipede 2 came out was because Human Centipede 1 was a success. (Get back to this later)

Alright an intro,

- Viewer Discretion is Advised, you are warned. I felt nausea after hearing this, so if you have a weak stomach, just skip this part ;) -

For Human Centipede 1, it was basically a story about a surgeon (a psycho one) who has retired from his job of separating siamese twins. He felt that he should do the opposite after retirement - connecting humans together.

In the movie, he successfully connected 3 human beings together, sharing one digestive system - a Human Centipede.
You may ask, how the hell did he do that? Alright, here it is. The second person would be connected to the first person's anus (like stitched to his anus or sth) while the third person would be connected to the second person's anus.

Yes so it actually means that when the first person eats something, he will literally shit into the second person's mouth and so on.

Yes, I feel you, I heard this movie like a last year (it came out last year) and I felt like vomitting. When I watched Human Centipede 1's trailer, I was literally breaking out in cold sweat. Trust me, curiosity kills the cat, don't go watch the movie! (I didn't)

Now, Tom Six was the director of this film, and he actually spent around 2 million on the film. He earned not so much from the Box Office so he decided to take the risk and publish it on DVDs. It was kinda a success (well, earned more than the box office).

So this led him into thinking "Hmm, why are there so many people buying the DVDs and bringing it home to watch it?"
And this gave him inspiration to create Human Centipede 2 which was about a man who watched Human Centipede 1 and got sexually aroused by the scenes inside and decided to create his new version of Human Centipede with 12 humans.

Yes, it's gross to the max. Human Centipede 2 was released lately. And as such, the British Board of Film Classifications (BBFC) has banned Human Centipede 2 in UK. In the entire history, BBFC only banned 12 movies, Human Centipede 2 was the 13th.

Now, this made many people shocked and curious why would BBFC ban movies when it's so liberal and stuff like that. (I heard there are PORN channels on the TV :O) So people went to illegally download Human Centipede 2 and now, it has became the most downloaded movie. It means that people of all ages (even kids like 13) are watching this humanely-wrong movie, which is like OMG.

Can you imagine that Tom Six is actually thinking of creating a third Human Centipede movie? (Which he was considering and I think is in the making)
As there are more sequels, the level of gory and disguisting-ness has to go up to increase the level of satisfaction.

Other movies would use this as a benchmark and in order to be successful (in horror films industry), there would have to be more gory/or any other sorts right.
Can you imagine 2o years down the road, Human Centipede 2 would seem like something Primary School kids would watch and laugh about? Would humans be sick-minded?
The authorities have no power too in controlling humans to not watch this kind of movies because downloads are unstoppable. It's a scary thought.

Now, I will introduce another movie (as in not ask you to watch it) - A Serbian Film

Intro to movie:
It was something about all the disguisting sexual rapes like rapping a newborn baby, necrophilia acts, and a man was asked to raped 2 people with their face covered, after he raped them their faces was revealed and it turned out to be the man's wife and child.

Yes, this seems much worst than Human Centipede 2 (or equally worst). But guess what? BBFC did not ban this movie! This is because, in this movie, the victims were allowed to escape, which is to them, a line drawn between the good and evil.
Yes, like WTF, it seems like you can create any horror movies as long as in the end, the victims escape. Looks like Tom Six needs to get smarter:/

Ok, enough for today, I shall end off with a song that is damn inspirational:D
It makes you feel good! :) The world is still nice and warming! :)

ByeBye!

2011-06-02T21:22:00.001-07:00

Hello people,

THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!! :D

I don't care what other say about holidays (hw, study etc), I feel that this year's June Hols is the (Y), I believe I will treasure this the most haha.

Anyway, yesterday went to watch X-Men First Class with PW mates! Wow the movie not bad haha:D Shan't say much here lol. You know the things about reviews? Sometimes they say the movie is fabulous etc then your expectations would be like so high, but then when you watch the movie, it would be ...

LOL.

Alright, bye guys!

I'm going overseas from 5th June to 20th June, ANYTHING E-MAIL ME!

This is my 444th post...

2011-05-14T19:52:00.001-07:00

I passed Friday the 13th, without knowing it was Friday the 13th LOL.
I think this is like a mentality issue. I mean if you believe Friday the 13th is when all the bad luck fall upon you, then you would naturally blame Friday the 13th for the cause of all problems on that day.

I had a perfectly normal day heehee. So well.. but I heard lots of people having bad luck on that day though ><

Alright, I haven't been blogging for aeons (a bit exaggerated here..) but yea I guess saying that "I'm really busy and hence no time to blog" is such a cliche excuse. Anyway, I'm blogging now so whatever haha.

I'm kinda excited for June Hols cuz I'm gonna go China for a few weeks. Just the thing I need right now:D

Yesterday's PW discussion went pretty successful. Our group has completed our GPP draft 1 already! Efficient. TY XYZ FTW(:

Alrightee, time to go for piano. Cya guys around soon!

Here's a piano version of 少年四大名捕 theme song, the drama is so touching and nice!:D

RV Carnival, thoughts and busy week ahead.

2011-04-29T20:28:00.001-07:00

RV Carnival was okay I guess. But I'm glad there weren't any lessons :D
The fun part was AFTER the carnival LOL. Oh boy it was sure fun hahaha.

Was supposed to have class lunch then rush back to school for frisbee but in the end the consultation took toooooooooooooo (x10^10) long that the plan was reversed. So, I went for frisbee first with a pathetic number of 11 (2 newly added). Just when Brandon and Hong Kai arrive, there was a downpour and training was called off lol.

Next I went to JP to find Ziqian, Yingcui and Chiun Yuan and we went for bowling! OMG damn fun LOL. I was an "excellent" bowler you see. For the first round, my ball just love to roll to the extreme ends. Isn't that wonderful?
Only after I learnt some techniques, did I become better and emerge as the first, from the back.

Then we took really really really funny pictures with ZQ's phone LOL hilarious ttm.
After that we went to JP for dinner. While waiting, we were rhyming like some retards but it was freaking funny LOL.
Oh boy, rhyming sure brings me joy!

Ok, on a completely random note, I was reading this article about animal abuse and I find humans really ironic and maybe selfish.

Here's 2 scenario:
1) A video on the internet showing a guy stomping a kitten to death.
2) Scientists using animals as guinea pigs in order to prove that the medicine is safe for OUR use.

Both scenarios receive different feedback but the animals involved may jolly well have the same fate. Why is it like that?

While we are insulting others how cruel they are in treating animals and say more laws should be implemented, we are actually also pointing the finger back at ourselves.
We are willing to let scientists use animals as our substitute to prove that the medicine is safe for US, with a possibility of death of the animal experimented.
There are also many other similar issues like this. Hai.

OK, next week is CRAZY. Absolutely mad.
Hope I survive.
Bye!

This shit never ends.

2011-04-27T07:34:00.000-07:00

Phew, Physics Test was ...
I seem to be more nervous doing tests in JC than in Sec School LOL. Well it just shows how much I care about it lol.

I'm supposed to work on my PI now but everything just keep crashing in and I feel that a break is neccessary :)

Actually I also don't know what to write about, but I clearly lack motivation in school nowadays. I keep telling myself to persevere, after all this shit, it will end. But deep down inside, I know that's not true. Like self-delusion.
But just today, I found one BIG HUGEASS motivation haha, can't really say it here but hope it would be possible:)

Alright just give you guys some Did-You-Know facts haha.

1) Some of you love Spongebob Squarepants. Some of you love how cheerful he is. But have you ever wondered that he might be gay? :) Nothing wrong with being gay though.

2) Bert and Ernie.
First they slept on the same bed, then it was changed to them sleeping on separate beds but in the same room. Today, Bert and Ernie sleep in different rooms.
Have you ever wondered why?

We watch cartoons and treat them like nothing. The producers may not have such intention when they create such cartoons. But the audience may perceive it differently.

Check out what happens when you type Bert and Ernie on google and check the images too:)

Bye.

GP makes me afraid.

2011-04-11T08:29:00.000-07:00

I was doing some research about GP (and it's amazing how I can sidetrack so much LOL) and I suddenly found this tinge of fear (like the feeling you get when a blast of cold wind blow past you). It's amazing AND simultaneously how our world has changed. Or rather how "open" some things became.

Sometimes, it's not because the world changed. It's because some things are now more openly expressed. Statistics do lie sometimes, because it is not always reliable. For instance, homosexuals. There has been a leap in the number of homosexuals (in US) over the past decade.

Is it really true that the number is rising or is it because people are now more open about it? Same-sex marriages may have improved the status of homosexuals, leading them into thinking "Hey, it's not that bad afterall. We do get some recognition"! But we never know do we. Afterall, the rise in homosexuals may be due to other factors.

Some other issues are the reliability of governments. Some governments may choose to hide certain truths from the public to attain social welfare of the society. However, truths are often irresistable. Once the public gets hold of the information that the government is hiding things from them, would they demand for such information in which chaos might break out?

I was facebooking and I came across something known as Area 51. It is basically a top-secret military base in which the government (talking about US here) researches about certain things that is kept from the public. Any trespassers would be shot, according to the web. However, it is known that in recent years all research has been transported to another place in Colorado. One possible research would be Alien Invasion.

I don't know how reliable the web is but I researched some time back that the US government has confirmed that Aliens do exist (and they actually found out about this 60 years ago). It's kinda scary isn't it. I do believe that Alien Invasion would happen in the near future (if "lucky" might even be our generation!) but it's like anticipating a stranger. You never know what will happen. They would either help or destroy us right? LOL

The web has many sources of alien invasion and what's not. This leads us to another issue - reliability of the media. How reliable can the media get? How much truths can we get from the so-called truth?

All this baffles me.
GP, Gp, gp.
HAI.

Busy week ahead! Have fun guys:D

Pissed off thoughts, prejudice? discrimination?

2011-04-07T06:34:00.001-07:00

Prejudice often leads to discrimination, well in a sense.

Humans can't be blame for being prejudiced against other things. It's inborn. This is a fact and cannot be argued. In life, there is definitely SOMETHING we dislike. This behaviour of disliking something may well evolve into disliking bigger scale things - humans.

It may (to some people) lead to discrimination.

I can't blame other people for being prejudiced against fat people. I just feel like we (yes, I just admitted into being fat) are like this group of outcast with people staring at us like we are NOT human.

I mean WTH. If you have something to tell us, can't you just speak nicely?
Your tone is freaking mocking here. Treating us like people with HUGE problems (pun unintended)

Sorry, I'm really pissed off of late.
Need some time to cool down.
Just stop ordering us. We are definitely normal people and not idiots. Speak nicely or be prepared to be body-slammed (just kidding!:P) maybe not haha

If you are sad, would you show others that you are sad? No. Cuz that makes everyone sad.

2011-04-03T05:39:00.000-07:00

This song is so beautiful OMG.
I love how piano relaxes me whenever I'm feeling stressed haha.

Ok, gotta go! Tons of things awaiting me but I'm feeling happy for no reason. :(

CRAZY.

2011-03-23T07:16:00.000-07:00

I'm literally going

CRAZY.

Please, give me the willpower to survive.

Mar Hols 2011.

2011-03-19T02:47:00.001-07:00

Be grateful to what you have in life. This Mar holiday was quite fruitful, with something on almost everyday:D So don't complain that it's ending for life has to go on. Look at Japan, literally torn into pieces. When you complain about something in life, someone in another part of the world would be yearning for the things you have now.

I am Number Four, in my opinion, is not really a nice movie. Maybe it's because a) I was holding my bladder throughout the entire movie omg, almost burst into urine. or b) the plot is just plain. Hai, let's see how good the sequel is then!

Let's not talk about Econs tyvm.

Piano Exam - Grade 7. LOL. It was okay I guess. I think I will fail sightreading and aural (I was singing with a MONOtone you see..) I still can't believe the previous examiner GAVE ME FULL MARKS FOR AURAL?! LOL she must be sick that day, did I just own myself. Ok I did.

And I love how people shake their heads while playing the piano. It's just pure enjoyment, you can tell. (the previous + the Grade 7 examiner both did that LOL.)

Oh and sightread. It was supposed to help me pull up my marks leh T_T Normally I just read through abit can liao. Then this time, I didn't have enough time to finish reading the score. Then towards the end (the part I didn't see), I saw the left hand part "transpose" to using the treble clef. FML. Totally Stunned. Sightread fail, I was like wtf LOL.

Thank god, I didn't blank out during the play of the 3 pieces if not I can just say byebye.

HaCAS camp was a total blast! It was fabulous. My group was okay I guess, well whatcha expect. They are Sec Ones, the age gap is 4-5 which is somehow like the age gap between an OLD student and a YOUNG teacher. Wow, suddenly I feel damn old.
It was a whole day filled with games. Literally games LOL.

Group 9 + a missing George.
(Left to right: Carissa, Weihao, Nicole, Chen Yan, Michelle, Justin, Tania, Heng Wan, Yudmae and of course the handsome me xD)

The whole of Friday was Physics Tracker Project. Finally completed it at 2am this morning. Oh we ate Sakae Sushi also.

Lesson learnt:
1) Never eat at Lot 1 Sakae Sushi again, the wait is effing long. (or maybe it's just me.)
2) GET A FREAKING TABLE WITH CONVEYER BELT. IF NOT YOU WILL WAIT DAMN LONG ALSO.

And now it's time to tackle the pile of homework lying beside me everyday. Everyday I just look at my homework, and just pushed it aside lol.

Term 1 of school has officially ended.
Term 2 awaits us.
Would this be a continuation or a new beginning?
One thing for sure, it certainly isn't the end!

Stunning.

2011-03-04T08:58:00.001-08:00

Last year, thousands of students took part in the A level examination, and the results were released yesterday (Friday 4/3/11). There were 2** top students in Singapore and one of them is from

RV.

** Edit: 6 students attained 9 distinctions for the maximum 13 academic units they took. (3 from RI, 1 from RV, 1 from HC and 1 from TJC) However, among these 6 students, only 2 students (one from RV and the other from HC) attained A1 for HCL, making them the top.

YAY.

This is the first batch of Year 6 students and they have done the school proud.
OMG DAMN HAPPY LOL xD I have a new-found pride for RV;D

CONGRATULATIONS!

And please Monday no school! xD

Please don't end the year in 2012.

2011-02-23T05:32:00.000-08:00

I feel screwed. Quick, someone take a screwdriver and unscrew me! Oh wait, I'm so screwed I don't even know if it's possible to be unscrewed.

Yes, I LITERALLY flunked Math and it took me a day to realize I flunk it (I have a fast reaction you see..). And there's this rumour about meeting P once you fail a subject per term. Someone was like "oops guessed the whole level gonna gatecrashed someone's office xP"

I don't even know what to look forward to now. March holidays? I mean March study break. Nah, the name says it all. Is there ever a end to this? Yup, 2012 (if it is true). BUT WAIT, we were finishing As by then anyway. Does it mean that we worked hard for nothing? Well, if the world is ending, then yes you idiots.

You see, we are all taking a huge risk. What if the world really ended in 2012?

I'm sorry if I'm making you feel even more emotional. But I just needed a platform to spill everything out xD

Alright, I shall give you guys some tips of mine.
If you are feeling really stress, just go log on Facebook and you know there's these links (of mainly jokes) which people will like. Just click on them and read the jokes. Tada. A list full of jokes. Some are really funny. Enjoy!

There goes CNY.

2011-02-17T04:29:00.000-08:00

15 days gone just like that! CNY is officially over (although it was "over" like a week ago or sth)

I kinda forgot about the Ang Baos under my pillow already LOL. This year's haul wasn't as good as previous years because some friends left, some friends migrated... Anyway, CNY isn't about the ANGBAO right, it's about the festive, the gathering and the laughter. (OMG THE 赛跑 WAS EPIC XD)

Anyway, 2 days ago, I HAD MY FIRST EVER ANKLE SPRAIN. I didn't go to school yesterday LOL. It was damn fail zz.

On Tuesday, during PE, I was doing the jumping-up-and-down-the-big-steps-thingy when my left foot landed 90 degrees to the right. I heard a crack, omg it feels like someone just boiled my foot or something T_T

So, I rested. Then on my way back to the canteen, guess what?

I SPRAINED MY LEFT ANKLE AGAIN.

Omg, can post on Failblog liao. Damn fail wtf. In the end my classmates had to be my "crutches" and I had to hop on my right root all the way back to the canteen FML.

Anyway, my ankle is recovering pretty fast, it doesn't feel that bad anymore yay LOL.

Ok I just thought of something random, it's like really random haha:

Have you ever encountered such a situation in school? You are walking alone along this path then far ahead you see a teacher whom has taught you before. You want to say hi, but don't know when would be appropriate.

You think, if I say hi too early, then later the teacher walk close to me, should I say hi again?
But then if I say hi too late, later the teacher just walk pass me and ignore me how?

Has this happened to you before? xD

Just a short one.

2011-02-02T10:11:00.000-08:00

Just came back from CNY celebration at friend's house.

Gonna sleep soon, going out again tmr LOL.

SO,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PPL!

Not so typical.

2011-01-16T02:29:00.000-08:00

FISHBONE.
STUCK
IN,
MY,
THROAT.

LOL yes that was what happened to me on Thursday.
I took a short nap and woke up to eat dinner. As I was eating this small fish (fried), I looked at the clock and TMD IT WAS 8PM LOL. I rushed through my dinner and went to bathe then went back to my room.

THATS WHEN SOMETHING FELT WRONG. My Throat.
Feels weird like something stuck inside, guessed it was a fish bone. Ok so I freaked out and went online to search for everything related to fish bone.

Remedies:
1) DRINK VINEGAR. It helps to "dissolve" the bone. Drank HALF A FREAKING BOWL OF VINEGAR and waited for like a few hours. Nothing Happened.

2) EAT BANANAS. DUN SWALLOW, STUFF IN MOUTH UNTIL IT EXPANDS YOUR THROAT THEN SWALLOW. Mad disgusting. Like swallowing vomit down your throat. I stuffed one BIG FAT BANANA IN MY MOUTH and it's ARGH FORGET IT. Didn't help too.

3) Eat Bread. A carbohydrate. Sort of allowing the bone to stick onto the bread and allow it to be swallowed. ATE 2 BREAD. Nothing worked.

4) Rice. It was late and hence pointless to cook rice.

5) Drink lots of water. I drank lots of water (few cups I think). Didn't help.

Moral of the story: MY FREAKING FISH BONE IS STILL STUCK. AND I ATE ALL OF THIS AFTER DINNER OMG.

Next morning, same sensation. I had minor diarrhea (due to the intake of weird food the previous night) and went to see a doctor (not for diarrhea but the fish bone, duh). Doctor said she couldn't see anything and guessed the bone may have went down my throat, leaving behind a small scar = infection or something.

Rushed back to school although it was just for one lesson. No wait, I had frisbee after that ;D (oh, and entre meeting T_T)

-RV CARNIVAL-

I was a help-out for Entrepreneurial Club (geez I gotta learn how to spell that!) and my job was to sell things at the pushcart.
It was really quite fun selling things and a great experience for me:D

However personally, I feel that our pushcart was located a bit too far from the main crowd. Yes, it may be true that people may pass by our area first before reaching the main venue for the carnival BUT according to our (me and the help-outs) observation, most people did pass by but they said they will come back later as they are going to find their kids first. Unfortunately, they never came back.
Secondly, there were only 3 things sold in our pushcart LOL.

That being said, WE STILL EARNED ALOT FROM THIS LOL. YAY;D (the funds go to the school btw)

Now, about the Carnival. Yes, it did seem very crazy (and wet) but I feel that the carnival lacks something. Maybe if it didn't rain, the stalls could have been on the field or something. It would've been so much better. I'm talking about space here.

Alright, school starts again tmr.
LETS LOOK FORWARD TO IT.

even though lying is bad.

Ultimately, a B4/ B3 is still a freaking B.

2011-01-12T05:11:00.000-08:00

Alright, I'm back. (although most of the time, I'm back here talking to myself T_T)

So on Monday the 2010 Year 4s got back their O level Chinese results. Well, according to a teacher and a vice principal, we did seemingly better than the previous Year 4 batch (current Year 6 batch). Ok, that kinda reassured me OKAY. You know the day before I was so afraid I would fail or something =.=

Anyway, I got a freaking B3. And I'm still considering whether I should retake O level Chinese OR NOT. I mean ultimately, on your A level cert, WHETHER B4/B3, IT WILL BE REFLECTED AS A "B". So, all the B3-ers are at a disadvantage lah. I believe the phrase "so near yet so far" can be used here..

Argh. Damn it. But to be honest, I was expecting a C5 or something LOL. If I performed this kind of standard at RV, I think it will be a C - fail standard LOL. My Zuo Wen was bullshit, I mean seriously LOL. I was writing NEW STUFFS I HAVE NEVER WRITTEN BEFORE IN MY WHOLE LIFE T_T

And to add on to my stupidity, I thought the dragonfly (in one of the compres) was a FREAKING REAL DRAGONFLY. OMG LOL. Fail ttm.

Ok, I joined HaCAS, bringing my CCAs to a total of 3.
March shall be the month when my stress level would be the max I think.
So many things happening during March.
Oh well, hopefully I enjoy what I'm gonna do, if not death is imminent :p

We await.

2011-01-09T02:23:00.001-08:00

"Alright, so the first week of my JC life is pretty erm.. screwed.
I don't know is it because of the class or the curriculum or WHATEVER, I feel so screwed. Zzz. It's like this screwed-up feeling you get, argh also don't know how to describe.

Ok, so on Friday my family went to purchase some furniture (mostly mine though T_T)
And I got a really relaxing office seat:D An incentive to study too LOL, coz everytime I sat on the other chair, my ass will be damn painful and my back aches like shit man...
And I got a new bookshelf. It's kinda weird cuz my room currently has 3 tables, and adding this bookshelf = 2 bookshelves. =.= Of cuz got other things like my bed la, but then 3 TABLES?! LOL.

OK, TMR WE ARE GETTING BACK O LEVEL CHINESE PAPER.
Actually, at first my anxiety level is like 5/10. Then, ARGH THANKS TO FB, I saw someone wrote (in chinese) that this year's O level Chinese results aren't as good as previous years.. Ok I go show you:

From Facebook, Kwong Mei Lin:

"from yaoyuan and his teacher :( : 听说今年成绩很差，作文很少得50分以上

的，长文缩短原文因为都是比喻句，很难缩短，所以得分很低，理解问答的答案

都是“点”式的句子，不能照抄原文，是按意思给分，和以前的会考题目不同。所

以大家要做好心理准备，不要抱着太大的希望。"

OH DEAR. My anxiety level suddenly SHOOT UP MAN.
Now it's like 10/10. =.=
I DONT WANT TO RETAKE LEH.

Yet again, how true is this statement? I mean, it's 听说 right T_T

Arghhhhh.
Good luck to you guys too!
We All Need It.

I must say, this is the best FIRST DAY OF SCH I ever had, but you noe there's sth called SARCASM

2011-01-04T05:02:00.000-08:00

Exactly, READ THE TITLE.

5F is like a boys-dominate-everything kind of class.
The ratio of boys to girls is like 16:9. Almost twice as much boys than girls. Boys take 64% of the class lol :D

Alright, it was a very bad day to start off school. WE STARTED SCHOOL LITERALLY WITH LESSONS/LECTURES. Like BAM. Ok, first lesson/lecture is always intro and pretty slack, but it's like damn ...

I can safely say that we (Year 5s) are the only ones in Singapore to start JC1 with NO orientation :(
And I feel that some icebreakers are kinda important cuz at least there's SOMETHING to get the class tgt, it kinda feels weird to start lessons with a class of strangers (ok, maybe some strangers). It's like idk, really weird for me =.=

And ON TOP OF ALL THIS, our first PE lesson of the year was a WARM-UP of 6 rounds. Fabulous. Oh, did I mention that I stupidly looked at the wrong timetable? (thought today was Monday instead-.-) and didn't bring my PE attire.
Ended up running 2.4km in WHITE uniform. My day is wondrous.

Ok, I feel so whiny. Like complaining the ass of me or something. I just feel that I'm not really used to JC life. Everything is moving at an insane rate.
I absolutely can't believe that my secondary school life has ended. NO WAY MAN.

It seems like yesterday that I got into 3E and doing some icebreakers haha. Remember the egg thing? Build some stupid structure LOL.
Argh.

How we used to complain that icebreakers were so stupid,
I take that back. Really...

A bad start to my JC life.

2010-12-30T02:19:00.000-08:00

SUCK IT UP.

Despite having to start JC 2 weeks earlier than everyone else,
having no JC orientation,
Not completing my GP homework,

I honestly hope that 2011 would be a much better year than 2010.
(and this shall continue for subsequent years, so each year shall get better:D)

I will not be blogging till school starts (WELL AT LEAST FOR ME).
So my 2011 New Year Resolution would be:
1. Cut down a huge amount of fat from my body
2. Get good grades
3. Have a great class
4. Have a great start to JC (hopefully the SCs have done something about our orientation...)
5. Family and friends to be healthy
6. Our beloved principal to be more beloved
7. Officially quit maple by next June (temp.)
8. Not get a GF and focus on my studies instead
9. Do well in CCAs (Frisbee and Entre)
10. Get more wealth (not the body kind of wealth, if you get what I'm saying..)
11. Stop being so childish.

I have no idea why I'm posting something so personal on the web, but I shall just do it since I do it every year. Next year marks my 6th year blogging, and it really makes you think that time passes faster than you thought.

Of course, resolutions are just some thoughts of mine.
As the saying goes, we have to put our thoughts into action. Luck can only get us this far, ultimately, it is still us to complete the path and reach our destination.

2010:

2010 has been a crazy year for me, honestly.

For the first quarter of the year,
1) I had OBS. It was wonderful. I truly enjoyed OBS and kayaking was really fun.

2) Chingay Parade 2010. It was a wonderful thing to do with my Wushu mates, and the experience is truly unforgettable. Probably one of the best thing I've done this year.

3) I had my first Theory Exam LOL, and according to my teacher, I got the hardest paper or something. BUT, I still managed to do well:D

4) I went into TLL, and honestly, the teachers there are so different from the normal tuition teachers you get. Thanks to Anqi, I got transferred into Ms Wong's class. She's good, one of the best teachers I had.

For the second quarter of the year,
1) I went to Universal Studios. It was good, but the sad thing was that some rides were not really available/open to public hence the money spent was abit wasted.

2) I think I was quite a hardcore Lady Gaga fan around this time too...

3) I had my FIRST family trip after my sister was born. Honestly, I was really happy cuz everytime I go overseas, it's just me and my dad/mom. So, you get the feeling like everyone's not present and it's just kinda weird for me...

4) MYE was around this time as well, and to my horror, we virtually had "tests" every week for around 1-2 months I think...

5) Oh yeah, me together with Hui Ying, Mu Tang, Meng Ying, Yuyan, Shiyi and Ern Chuen filmed the short film 青春 and I truly enjoyed it!:D

For the third quarter of the year,
1) Singapore held the inaugural YOG event and me and Bryce went to watch one of the YOG sports event (soccer)

2) It was sad for me when I realized I did not get any exemptions for EOY. I was truly disappointed in myself and those few days I was so emo that I honestly felt like committing suicide. Meng Ying and Hui Ying (my table mates) as well as many other friends pulled me through. Thanks a lot.

3) I quit Wushu. It was quite a hard decision for me, honestly. I loved the team loads but at the same time, I realized my passion is not burning as furiously as before. I lost interest in this sport and it's not a good thing to stay in a CCA which I don't really enjoy. But the team is something I will never forget. :)

For the fourth quarter of the year,
1) I guess EOYs drove me crazy and since I did not get any exemptions, I was so stressed studying. The point of bursting came when I had to study for geog EOY within one freaking day. That was absolutely MAD.

2) OMGz Chinese Os. It's amazing how a few years can really change EVERYTHING. I remembered my Chinese Compo was like the 范文 each time in primary school. (I even topped the level for chinese I think...). My chinese wasn't that bad in Year 1/2. In Year 3, my Chinese showed a major disapproval in me and I flunked Chinese LOL. Hopefully, Os wouldn't be that bad. *crosses fingers and toes*

3) Maplestory. I chionged to become a freaking priest when I knew all would be pointless LOL. I will never become a bishop and even if I become a bishop, it would soon be uesless. THANKS TO BBP. (big-bang patch: a patch in maple which would make bishops look like fools)

4a) Last day of school. It's ironic that I would feel sad on the last day of school. But it's also the last day in 4E (well, not counting all those mock tests for Os). It was a fun day out with 4E and I really will miss 4E man! :(

4b) A couple of events tgt with 4E LOL. 4E's very own Halloween Party. LOL it was fun alright. Highlight of the show was TC in his slutty costume lol.

4c) 4E's Christmas dinner? At Sakae Sushi. I had my first (and it jolly well be my last!) Sakae Sushi Buffet with 4E LOL. On a side note, I think the buffet sucks. Cuz RICE buffet is just a major scam and OMG first time heard buffet NOT inclusive of drinks -.- I was so bloated man. But to sum it up, the arcade was (Y). Arcade-ing with class is just so fun LOL. Omg LOVES Bishi Bashi TTM :D

5) I went Batam INDONESIA for a Holiday. Best thing there was the massage. Hopefully, I will go BINTAN next time and not BATAM. Ty.:D

6) I started watching Survivor. I think the show rocks lol.

7) A good friend of mine Michael migrated to Canada. He was one of my childhood friends and I remembered he will always bring his huge laptop to other people's house and play all those computer games LOL. All the best Michael!

I can't remember other events as clearly but basically this sums up my 2010.
Well, I have a lot of FIRSTS this year (good/bad?) LOL.

2011,

HERE I COME.

Internal struggle.

2010-12-17T09:01:00.000-08:00

It is 1am now and I just finished watching Survivor on TV.
My heart went on a roller-coaster ride throughout the whole episode man LOL.

Alright, so this is what happened:

6 people left in the tribe. Supposedly, 4 of them are allies and the other 2 are like dangling off the tree or something. Then, somehow 3 of the people in the group of 4 decided that that one person should be rid of, cuz she's a threat or something.
So, they somehow backstabbed her and got rid of her (i.e that person is OUT of the game)

I don't know what really happened. Maybe that woman was really a bitch or a threat. BUT, this really shows the society.
People are fighting to survive. Survivors, isn't it just a game of survival?
I mean, yea people backstabbed you but hello.
WE.ARE.TALKING.ABOUT.SURVIVING.

To survive, humans are selfish creatures. No one is noble (or maybe stupid) enough to risk his/her own life to save yours and end up getting killed. But nowadays, people just backstab to be childish. (like collecting more friends or something.. O.O)

Ok, I feel drunk I have no idea what I'm talking about.

5FML?

2010-12-15T07:55:00.000-08:00

Yeap, I got myself landed in 5F.
F sounds so uncouth, so ... NOT RIGHT. But oh well, I have been in 1G,2G,3G,4B,5A,6B,
1G,2G,3E,4E.
Now 5F. LOL. My classmates seem quite nice but it will be a new beginning all over again.

To be frank, 4E is the best class I have in my whole years of education. 3E seemed abit loose here and there and 4E was just right. It's really cool and I enjoyed being there. I attended so much 4E class outings. Man, I'm really gonna miss my class so badly. (To add on, JC class is SO not class-bonding with all the lectures I believe?)

However, it's time to move on.
A new class, a new beginning. And welcome to JC
The letter A is starting to look more clear now :/

*******

Alright, I shall mention abit about 2G chalet. Erm quite a few people + Fang Yuan went LOL. This year chalet like not so fun cuz I guess everyone was damn tired or something and fell asleep damn early. I MEAN CHALET NOT SUPPOSED TO SLEEP RIGHT? LOL.

Crap, I did not eat the Nasi Lemak AGAIN ><
Waiting for Fang Yuan to upload 2G chalet pix.

*******

Next, I went on a 3D2N Batam Trip with my father LOL.
A little background info here. Batam is basically a small place in the HUGE Indonesisa, and although its land area is much bigger than Singapore, its population size is still smaller than ours.

Anyway, Batam is erm.. not very well-developed and I guess people rarely go there for a holiday. So yes, I'm very smart.

I was reading the Reader's Digest just yesterday and I came across this article about how malls really influence people all around the world. Like everyone will think that malls are the best hang-out places and when friends come visiting your country you WOULD DEFINITELY bring him/her to the mall. Kinda true, everyone will at least visit the mall once a week, it's like OUR second home.

Why did I share the above info? Cuz my first day at Batam was spent with a tour guide and she brought us to malls FOR LIKE HALF THE DAY OMG.
But I shall cut her some slack since she brought us for massage at the end of the day.
IT. WAS. HEAVEN.

I tell you. The way the masseur massaged me was so freaking professional. By the way I did the foot reflexology. Although it's professional, it's still painful. ESP. when he presses the middle portion of your foot. And when he was massaging my toes IT WAS DAMN ITCHY I ALMOST LAUGHED.
But duh, must act very well-mannered infront of people right-.-

But right, normally the massagers are quite professional.
So when it is painful, just tell them it's painful if not you can just close your eyes and ACT LIKE YOU ARE IN PAIN. The woman beside me did it and she acted pretty well. SHE OPENED HER MOUTH DAMN BIG AND WAS LIKE OMG I CANT SPEAK -.-
Then if it is itchy, just wriggle your toes abit. I did that and the masseur immediately stop. (or maybe just nice=.=)
Oh, and I got observed the massage LOL. Got this point of the massage right, the masseur will bring both my legs up and flap it up and down. It's damn funny so I looked away and LOL I saw the masseurs doing the same thing to the people beside me.
It can be inferred that there is a fixed routine for massagers to follow.

Ok I'm talking crap now lol.
I shall start my GP homework soon.

Oh, and my interest in Maple is dying down. (again)
Sad thing is, I playing Pokemon.
Yes, I deserved a punch thank you.

RV IS ...

2010-12-01T03:33:00.000-08:00

Facebook really sucks at the moment coz it's always flooded with pictures of other school's prom night (where everyone looks so different and good).

ARGH. WHY DIDNT WE (Year 4s) HAVE A PROM.
WHY. WHY. WHY.

AND SCHOOL STARTS ON 4 JAN FOR US. FRY MY ASS MAN.

Not a post on 4E, I'm afraid.

2010-11-27T04:43:00.001-08:00

I may have left,
but I feel that I'm always part of it.
Yet no one told me anything about it.

Why is it like that.
It really breaks my heart, honestly...

I finally know what is called "addiction"

2010-11-25T03:56:00.000-08:00

So, I have not blogged for 16 days. Why?

COS I WAS PLAYING MAPLE.

There you go, I actually played Maple like some no-life person EVERYDAY.
Yup, I was actually training to become a Priest and trained like some no-life dog. Hai.
(At least I'm not like Wesley who trains everyday and is lvl 103 now F3 LOL:p)

So why am I here today.

BECAUSE IM FINALLY A PRIEST, DUH.

LOL. Ok fine, partly yes but I also feel not blogging. Too much thing to blog about.

***************************************************************************

Alright, let's start of with MY 16TH BIRTHDAY.

Well, the great thing about this year's birthday is that I can finally enter the cinemas LEGALLY.

And I guess there is always a limit to birthday parties and what's not.
So I didn't really celebrate my birthday with the normal bunch of friends this year.
(Partly also because one of my friends whose birthday is one day after mine went London to study, so just forget it -.- lol)

Thanks to Bryce + friends for the birthday present LOL.
Thanks to Mutang, Huiying, Shiyi, Yuyan and friends for the book!:D
And thanks to Wushu and 4E for that birthday song:)
Thanks to Wei Zhe for that extremely belated birthday present LOL.
And thanks to all those who wished me happy birthday:)
(Special thanks to Bryce, Tzk Kiu and Nuda for that shirt haha)

I find Tzk Kiu very special idk why o.o. I've only met her once at the library (and talked a bit) but *click* 好像很谈得来 o.o LOL
This happened to me before by the way. But that friend is kinda drifting away from me now lol.

Parents then brought me to a restaurant and I ate until so freaking full LOL.

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Speaking of Chinese, let's talk about the only 'O' level paper I took.
Oh, I gave the invigilator a deep memory.
You know there are 2 stickers given right. One is paste on the Answer Booklet and the other is SUPPOSED to return to the teacher.

I heard the teacher say "Paste the sticker on the top right hand corner of your table."
But actually it is "PLACE the sticker on the top right hand corner of your table."

OI HELLO, it sounds the same ok-.- So, I stupidly PASTED the sticker on the table OMG. The teacher was quite pissed at first-.- GOODNESS GRACIOUS.

Paper 1 was crap. After weeks of preparation for 报章读后感, I still didn't write it during 'O's lol. I chose the hardest question of all - 议论文.
Hai, hopefully I didn't go off track.

Paper 2 wasn't any better. The first 2 compres I think my MCQ got like half wrong OH DEAR. And they gave a freaking passage on Marriage LIKE WHAT.

I really can't say much for the papers. It's like totally FML.

At this point, I shall end the post here.
Next post will be on 4E:)

Till then I walk alone.................

华文他妈的。

2010-11-09T15:42:00.000-08:00

Can totally imagine this time of the day TOMORROW!

But yikes, Chinese is really ARGH.
I just went for a short nap and I dreamt of Chinese.
It wasn't really a nightmare (since it wasn't at night, just joking) but COME ON CHINESE-RELATED DREAMS. Goodness.

But I did have a nightmare the previous night.
I dreamt that both my feet were amputated.

Damn it.

Years of learning just for that one day.

2010-11-09T02:20:00.000-08:00

It's amazing and so surreal come to think of it.

Under the education system for 10 years and simultaneously learning Chinese for 10 years is ending soon (for the latter).
Tmr, 10/11/10 will probably be the last time I'm ever learning Chinese in schools again.
OMG, it feels so weird.

All those years of learning Chinese just for that final push tmr.
But then again, after tmr, FREEDOM SHALL BE MINE FOR HMM AT LEAST A MONTH!

Cant freaking wait.

华文谁怕谁？

过于敏感-华文

2010-11-06T07:50:00.000-07:00

在来临的星期三就是各位中四朋友的‘O’水准考试。

感觉上这几天所读的华文是我一生中最多的一次。

每次考华文的时候，我只会读一些范文敷衍而过。

不过，这次我真的对华文有敏感了！

可惜，是过度的敏感。

当我翻开作文书时，我的肠胃好像在进行一场激烈斗争，使我

感到很恶心。

华文啊华文，你太难学了！一时间想掌握好语文犹如马上与一

个陌生人上床。（意思：不可能的事情）

我的天，对于我们这些IP学生来说，我们根本没有资格在这儿

呱呱叫，毕竟我们只考一门科目。

人总是这么令人讨厌，珍惜你所拥有的吧！

AND THIS SHALL BE MY LAST TIME TYPING CHINESE HERE OMG-.-

WILL - BLOG - SOON.

2010-11-03T08:22:00.000-07:00

There are tons and tons of things to blog that I feel like I'm doing some major homework LOL.

Erm, I swear I will blog either this weekend, if not next Thursday!
Promise!

p.s. Things to blog:
1) 16th Birthday
2) 4E
3) 4E Halloween Party
and much more I guess ><

Just a Tuesday.

2010-10-26T08:25:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to blog about, just that today's Ms Lee and Mdm Tan's last lesson.
The latter let to much disappointment because she didn't even come to school -.-

Eh I feel quite sad when we greeted Ms Lee so loudly at the place there FOR ONE LAST TIME. It's like self-realization. BAM. She's gone, for good.

Idk is it me or anything, but all the good teachers of RV seem to be leaving.
Well, it's either they are too smart and their brains are needed elsewhere, or maybe it's the school's problem -.-

Oh well, "class" outing yesterday was okay I guess.
I played POOL for the first time in my life, yeah I gave my "first" to 4E:D LOL
POOL is really quite fun haha.
On a side note, bowling for 2 rounds is NOT cool, my tendons are hurting like mad now-.-

Lastly, despite contributing to the haze, I still pray for the families affected by the Earthquake in Indonesia. Why is it that they always get everything?

* I know this post is SO random -.-

tmr.

Tell me what's wrong.

2010-10-21T08:07:00.000-07:00

The following article is adapted from The Straits Times

“ Women forced to abort foetus

BEIJING - A PREGNANT woman in south China was detained, beaten and forced to have an abortion just a month before her due date because the baby would have violated the country's one-child limit, her husband said on Thursday.

Construction worker Luo Yanquan said his wife was taken kicking and screaming from their home by more than a dozen people on Oct 10 and detained in a clinic for three days by family planning officials, then taken to a hospital and injected with a drug that killed her baby.

Family planning officials told the couple they weren't allowed to have the child because they already have a 9-year-old daughter, Mr Luo said.

For the last 30 years, China has limited most urban couples to just one child in a bid to curb population growth and conserve its limited resources. China has the world's largest population, with more than 1.3 billion people. Couples that flout the rules face hefty fines, seizure of their property and loss of their jobs.

The case is an extreme example of the coercive measures Chinese officials sometimes use to comply with the strict family planning regulations. Though illegal, police and judicial authorities often look the other way when forced abortion cases are reported and the heavily censored state media shy away from such news.

But in recent years, victims have begun to speak out about their ordeals with the help of the Internet and text messaging. Aiding them are social campaigners and lawyers who have documented cases of forced late-term abortions. Similar abuses have been reported in Hebei and Shandong provinces and in the Guangxi region.

”

Yes, it may be true that the China government is doing such things to control the population size of China but the fact remains that this is still murder.

Haze.

2010-10-20T09:01:00.001-07:00

Damn it. It's always this time of the year when our air gets infected.

I swear the haze was so bad yesterday that once I walked out of school, I can virtually see the bus stop hidden among the haze. It's like greyish clouds surrounding the bus stop. GOSH.

Somemore I'm having such a bad cough now the haze will just worsen it.

Who to blame?

Word of the week: Disappointment.

2010-10-19T08:22:00.000-07:00

Disappointments.

That's what I've been receiving constantly for the past one week. I've let down countless people, the shame I feel is so immense that I almost decided to end my life. But oh well, I'm such a loser I didn't have the courage to do so-.-

Furthermore, I've thought through well enough to decide that suicide is just more shameful than any other things. That will totally degrade me to the ultimate shameless level.

Hai. I really wasn't like that in Year 2. Time is such a scary thing, it literally change your whole life man. But what can be helped? Change is the only constant. And change often involves time.

I really lost a meaning in life.

I. NEED. TO. DO. SOMETHING. CONSTRUCTIVE.

I do hope next Wednesday's gonna rock, coz that's what I desperately need now. (omg sound damn pathetic, sorry-.-)

On a side note, FRISBEE is so freaking fun.
However, I just realised (damn lag-.-) that next Monday no Frisbee and yesterday was our last PE lesson omg.

I've decided to not go for any OELPs coz I feel so shameful taking my parent's money after so many disappointments. HAI.

Ok, I promise no more emo posts. :)

But, give me time to adjust ty:)

Why do I live.

2010-10-14T07:46:00.000-07:00

As many of you all know, I tend to keep problems to myself.
Yes, I am the sort of person that will keep everything to myself. I rarely speak to people about my problems if you realized.

I really can't take it anymore. At times, I have to put on a strong front and act as if nothing happened even though something big is going on inside.
I'm afraid to let people know because I'm afraid that they might perceive me as someone else. FEAR. Fear. fear.

I know all that I'm saying are loads of rubbish and you people might just think that I'm just a crazy lunatic ranting off some grandmother story but I think I am seriously going to collapse soon.

Perhaps, like someone said (which struck me hard enough),

what is my purpose of living?

Don't worry, I will still act as if nothing happened.

I am not dead

2010-10-13T07:21:00.000-07:00

Hello people, I am back!
Eh, I have seriously no idea how to start this post LOL..

Anyway, this year's EOY I really studied until I can see the stars.
I actually studied alone in the library WITHOUT LUNCH (this is the main part, coz well it's ME skipping FOOD to mug. I know I can't believe it either-.-) from 10am - 5.30pm.
Siao right. I know-.- I really went hardcore all the way:(

When I was mugging, I felt so stressed that I just wanna put myself to sleep and hope the next day would be better. But well, that's impossible. I also dunno why, but I managed to survive.

The most stressed-up day was Sunday when I started studying Geography and Math.
I totally went crazy and by 2pm, I was only done with 2 chapters of Geography and I haven't touch Math at all.
I almost burst into tears (._.), then my mum told me to sleep for one hour and relax.
At first I was kinda reluctant but oh well, I really slept for one hour.

That was the best realization of my life.
Sometimes, when you keep feeling like you can't accomplish this, you already know you can't so YOU WONT.
Sometimes, when you feel too stressed by the amount of workload and keep trying to memorise stuff, YOU CANT coz you are just memorizing without any meaning.

I really sat down and understand the Industry notes. And tada! I managed to memorise everything within an hour! LOL. 2 hours ago, I was still struggling with that notes for like 2 hours already, coz I cant get anything into my freaking head LOL.

Ok from this point onwards, I shall abstain myself from speaking anything related to EOYs coz it's getting abit boring.

Anyway, recently I was reading the papers and this funny picture appeared LOL.
It was on the Sports page, and this soccer player's crotch was smacked into another guy's face.
Actually the main thing is not about his crotch smashed into someone's face but I can't help but wonder, why do photographers always like to take unglam pictures of athletes?

I kinda feel empty now after exams, like I dunno what shall I do first LOL.
Wesley is asking me to play Maple, but honestly once I log in, I feel like Maple is so childish and boring coz everyone's saying "oh my PSLE just finished, mad happy" and things like that.

Maybe I shall rewatch Inception again, and pause at certain points to analyze the film.
LOL and oh I feel so young, coz on Monday the class was actually deciding to watch Legend of the First: The Return of Chen Zhen but then Kimyee and I were like underage-.-

Argh. So near yet so far.
I do hope there's a good NC16 movie on my birthday, so I can shove my EZ card into the guard's face and tell him in his face that IM FINALLY 16:D LOL.

As Ballad.

2010-09-02T05:02:00.000-07:00

Marvelous piece of music. Learning this piano piece is definitely one of the things to do after EOYs.

Now, after weeks of torment, anticipation with a taste of fear and escaping from the truth, there is finally a verdict. I need not worry anymore.
Yes, it's so near yet so far but what else can I do?
I guess this is just one of the miseries of life. Watching people being part of it when you are not part of it...

I realized how far I am now, when most people are already nearing the end.
When people are getting ready to take the final leap, I'm still trying hard to see their backview. How pathetic aye.

This time, I'm really gonna study hard and work my ass off.
Please stop calling me a mugger/any similar words coz I deserve this plight.
As such, I shall abstain myself from YOUTUBE, BLOGGER, FACEBOOK AND MAPLE.

This is really interesting. Why do people still do certain things when they know it's wrong? Addiction is really that serious I guess.

OK BYEBYE PEOPLE, SEE YOU ALL IN A MONTH'S TIME.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE TAKING O LEVELS:D

GOOD LUCK FOR EOYs

And lastly, good luck to me.

Memories.

2010-08-31T09:00:00.000-07:00

So this year marks the FOURTH time 6B'06 visited Ms Tan. LOL
I can't really remember what happened the first time we went there o.O

I was like wondering how bonded a class we are, after 4 years, we still meet up and visit our teacher. And to think that some of them are willing to fork out some time when they should be revising for their prelims/O levels...

Memories can be like beautiful rainbows, they stun you momentarily but after some time, they fade away just like how some memories do.
Memories can also be like the sky, it will always stay there and remain unforgotten.

In time to come, 4E will also be a part of my memory.

Who loves separation?
But it's often inevitable.

Nothing's impossible

2010-08-30T08:17:00.000-07:00

Nothing's impossible. If you believe that something will happen, it will.
Hopefully tmr's attendance will not be disappointing:(

Alright having a major splitting headache now.
I can't believe I'm still here.

Well, life's gonna take a big turn soon.

Questions

2010-08-29T08:08:00.001-07:00

Questions.

In life, many questions often appear out of nowhere and stuns you with its complexity. Why do we ask? The answer is stupid yet true.
Because we want to know the answers. Which idiot asks a question and leave it hanging in the air? Well if you do, you are an idiot then:D

Yet when we often fail to obtain answers, our curiosity propels us to find the answers ourselves.

However, is knowing the truth a good thing? It's kind of a relief knowing the answers yet it's disheartening simultaneously.

I just learnt of a truth, and I can't believe it's still a truth because I've always thought it was a lie.

Permutation and Combination

2010-08-25T18:42:00.000-07:00

This is probably the first time I feel so insecure for a stupid Math Test-.-

Life's not looking too good now. Stressed out, thinking so much lately.

Frisbee seems quite fun, RVFU:D (Read: River Valley Frisbee United)

In just a week more, I will be revising my freaking ass off. That day will come soon. No facebook, no blogging, no youtubing. Ah man, I feel like a freaking prisoner..
Well too bad for me I guess, I deserved it.

Ok this sounds so pessimistic-.- BUT I really dread tmr, it's gonna be a freaking long day. Too many things happening, too many truths.

I need to remember to breathe.

YOG

2010-08-15T06:38:00.000-07:00

YOG IS HERE

Didn't really watch finish the whole opening ceremony coz I fell asleep halfway.
It's kinda okay I think, for a small country like S'pore.
Anyway, watched few YOG matches just now and my mum was like "They don't look like teens at all!" LOL.

Alright, you know during YOG right there are certain middle lanes for the YOG buses?
Well, vehicles are supposed to give way for the buses and if you don't,

YOU ARE FINED.

Yup, that's right. You are fined! Super hilarious. I was watching the news a few days back and this guy was like saying "I'm so glad Singaporeans are giving way to the YOG bus, which is precisely what we hope to be seeing. I am also very happy that we are not issuing any fines." (-.-)'''

Are people really giving way on their own accord? Idk.
A pretty slack week ahead. Hopes Frisbee goes well.

Till we meet again.

HND!

2010-08-09T21:10:00.000-07:00

Happy 45th Birthday Singapore!

Fyi, the above picture is taken by me like uhm.. 5 years ago o.O
I was just scanning through my pictures and realized how chubby my cheeks were, in other words FAT.

Talking about fat, I went for a swim today. OMG feels so great:D (albeit I'm not a pro swimmer-.-) Swam for a few laps and felt really out-of-breath haha.

Too many things to talk about in this post.
Let's see.

Basically I survived the torture on Thursday which comprises of 3 consecutive SCIENCE tests and after which an hour break, followed by AuMC. After all the freaking tests, I think my head bulged twice or something feels damn heavy.

So Friday was National Day Celebration. Well, this year's "performance" (if you can still call it that) wasn't as spectacular I guess because of all the preparations for AYLC.
After that, it was planned to go Seoul Garden for the whole afternoon or something then badminton + bowling. In the end MEGA FAIL.

Seoul Garden was expensive and because we have no time to reach Mount Faber Safra on time, we settled down at JP for lunch. Well, I think Jeremy got sick or something so everything was sort of fail, Jixiang wanting to play badminton so in the end we just went home feeling that the day's wasted (or rather it is...)

I think these few days everything damn fail.
Saturday was supposed to be like the childhood friends' gathering, in the end:

One has BBQ
One pangseh us for some movie with friends (AHEM AQ!)
One fell down and had a slight concussion (oh dear)
One is the above person's brother so can't come also
One never come coz mum sick or something
One never come

WTH>.< I was totally stunned. GOSH. Felt so pissed but oh well, that's just life isn't it.. In life, we have to face this kind of challenges that are often not our cup of tea. But what can we do? We can only continue living on.

I realized how amazing and weird this world is. We can literally see all kinds of people. People who have virtually no feelings, people who have too much feelings, people who are willing to give up something for another thing, people who do not care and plan anything, people who are too smart, people who are too stupid, people who are heterosexual/bisexual/homosexual/sexist.....

Anybody. What a diverse world.

FULL BLAST AHEAD.

2010-07-31T07:09:00.000-07:00

4 DAYS OF HELL NEXT WEEK.

BUT WITH 4 DAYS OF HOLS,

IM READY TO FIGHT THIS BATTLE:D

All the best!

Hmm, 3D...

2010-07-26T07:09:00.000-07:00

As many of you would have known, I am a BIG fan of HARRY POTTER! :D

I think I should bang the wall first, because this trailer came out a month ago! WTH. I didn't even know! So sad.
There was this comment about this trailer which I must (Y)(Y)(Y)

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“

this trailer is better than all of the Twilight films

”

Most of the comments were along the line of Twilight being lousier than HP movies:D
Sorry to all Twilight fans, but the books (let alone movies) are just not my cup of tea.

However, with the rising trend of 3D movies, it seemed that HP movies are actually following the same trend :O
Im sorry but Voldemort's face blasting at my face is just NOT COOL.

On a heavier note, I'm feeling really down and stressed up lately.
Yesterday was hell, today during PE there was like a revelation. Shan't speak more of it.

Why the hell are some people born JUST LIKE THAT. Like hello, go ask my friends I don't eat a lot (seriously), and I exercise too. But, the fats just glue themselves on me. How attractive I am.

Anyway had CIP today at this kindergarden. At first, the kids were really adorable like

US: Who knows how to answer this question?
The kids: ME ME ME ME!
Me: Ok so you, what's the answer to the question?
The chosen kid: *stares at me blankly*

LOL, they just raise their hands for the sake of raising. It's quite cute but after awhile, I talk you talk everyone talk.

You know, I think we should really respect teachers more:D
It's not easy, trust me.

IRRESPONSIBLE

2010-07-25T03:32:00.000-07:00

WTH. I AM SO FREAKING PISSED NOW.

WHY ARE PEOPLE SO FREAKING IRRESPONSIBLE?

HELLO? THINK ABOUT OTHERS PLS!

You have no idea how pissed I am now. I have no idea why can't some people just hand in things ON TIME. LIKE IS IT THAT FREAKING HARD?

Just rack your brains and do it lah. If I can stay up until 3am plus to complete something and having something on at 8am the next day, why can't you?

OMG SERIOUSLY.

Some people just care about themselves. I have no time to entertain you please, ARGH.

I really need to chill, sorry people I just need to scream out my thoughts. I think I need a big fat meal now:(

CONCENTRATION

2010-07-21T08:20:00.001-07:00

PLEASE JUST LET ME CONCENTRATE

FOR ONE FREAKING HOUR.

I NEVER SWEAR ON MY BLOG AND SHALL KEEP IT THAT WAY.

FREAK

2010-07-20T00:17:00.000-07:00

So many freaking things to do and it's already 12.15 am...

Splitting headaches sucks the shit out of me man...

400th post...

2010-07-12T23:36:00.000-07:00

Time does fly pretty quickly isn't it?

This is my 5th year blogging and

this happens to be my 400th post!

Amazing isn't it? How long I've been blogging, and how my style evolved from a low level of maturity to a much higher level:D

Anyway, saw Music and Lyrics previewing on Channel 5 last night and it really reminds me how great the movie was.
Sometimes, things will just eventually come back to you after a long time and you will fall in love with it again...

Enjoy.

Wordy Post (with no pictures)

2010-07-11T08:20:00.000-07:00

Yes, I blogged!!!!!!!!!!!
But be prepared, coz there will NO pictures LOL.

Alright, so during the June Hols, I went to China. This time it was with my whole family (FIRST TIME IN 4 YEARS!!) so I was kinda excited:D
The 2 most memorable thing that happened in China was the World Expo and the gathering of my cousins.

For the World Expo, it was quite okay. It's memorable because it makes me feel like I've been to somewhere really splendid (when in actual fact it may not be-.-). The whole place was buzzing with people and noises. Such an eyesore to see so many people, and almost everywhere :O

AND OMG, my whole family stupidly queue up for the Singapore Pavilion which took us a freaking 3 hours. Then, only when we come back to Singapore did we find out that as long as you have a Singapore passport, you do not need to queue up AT ALL for the Singapore Pavilion. FML MAN SERIOUSLY!!

Other than that, most of the Pavilions rotate around the same ideas and nothing really special actually...

For the first time in 4 years, I met my paternal cousins!! Was really excited, with a tinge of anxiety LOL. OMG they all changed! Haha, so funny actually. The baby-faces were all gone, and ALL OF THEM wore spectacles LOL.
At first, we were all quite shy (they towards me and vice versa =.=) because this is afterall the first time we meet after 4 freaking years! But after awhile, I suggested cards so I guess we hit it off quite well after that:D

Haha, I'm actually ranked 3rd (in age) among my cousins LOL and 1st in ... nevermind :P
Actually in the past we were all very close.
I remember once when I was really small me and one of my cousins actually threw a cat into a river o.O I think the poor cat miraculously survived somehow... Hai.. how time changes everything... :(

Ok, so school started 2 weeks ago and it's quite manageable so far.
I guess it's time to stop playing maple again LOL.

Oh and on Youth Day holiday, me, Bryce, Jeremy, Yi Fan and Wen Hui went to KBOX lol. It was quite enjoyable:D Next time must try other things like pool:D

By the way, I wan to watch World Cup at 2.20am!!!!!!!
But, my mum says I just recovered (I got sick a few days ago fyi) so I guess it's pretty impossible. Still!
Maybe I will listen on the radio at night haha.

Time to read the freaking Chinese book. Inspirational but not the time to read it...

You light up my life :D

2010-07-08T05:30:00.000-07:00

I will blog during the weekends (finally and hopefully).

Once more, a nice song to share:)

The song that Mr Chen sang during Chemistry. Not bad. (Both the song and his singing LOL)

2010-06-30T23:51:00.000-07:00

I'm terribly sorry people, school barely started, but I dunno why I seem to be busy.
I guess it's because during June Hols, I slacked too much then all the things I was supposed to do during the hols (other than HW) started to pile up.

Sad Life. I still need to do CID stuff later. Freaking hell.
Well, one good thing is the new timetable. Super slackish:D Can spend more time doing other things.

Oh well, time to go do CID.

Watched this video. WOW, this guy's piano skills are freaking awesome.

I swear I will update soon:)

2010-06-25T20:32:00.000-07:00

I promise I will definitely NOT neglect this blog LOL.

But for now, I have loads of things to catch up. Like *ahem* trying to lose some fats ><

and rushing all the homework I kinda "forgot" to do. LOL.

China trip was quite OK but I hate the stupid censorship!!!

Will blog soon. :D

Universal Studios SINGAPORE

2010-06-06T10:29:00.000-07:00

I must post about this outing coz it's so memorable despite having a flight tmr. So, me Anqi and Si Han (duoduo) went to Universal Studios Singapore on Saturday morning. Everything went perfect until the purchase of tickets.

We were told that ALL THE TICKETS TODAY WERE SOLD OUT YESTERDAY.
Yes, YESTERDAY! Fishcake man. (random)
I was totally stunned. You know, the feeling of being so near yet so far is just so frustrating! Nevertheless, we decided to ask around to see if there were any extra tickets left.

We bumped into these grp of Australian-looking girls and their mum (or something) originally had 5 extra tickets (coz she booked 12 but only bought 7). However, the selfish mum kept asking if we were the Australian girls' friend, which made me feel as if she would only help if we were their friends...

THANK GOODNESS, a man saw this and helped us. Still can't believe we were so lucky. 30 minutes later, we were standing INSIDE the place when 30 minutes ago, we were still outside looking around desperately for extra tickets and were also SUPER JEALOUS at the ppl inside.

Sometimes, things that happen in this world just cannot be explained:D

So, the first ride we took were this teacup-looking things that were quite lame actually LOL. Then we proceeded to the MUMMY PLACE:)

This is a fabulous shot and also a fabulous place. First up, we took the MUMMY RIDE. The whole ride was filled with excitement, unpredictable terror and really good effects. It was quite memorable. At first coz we were taking the ride for the first time, and that we had to walked a long distance to where the ride is, we (or maybe me only-.-) thought that a MUMMY will burst out suddenly LOL.

However, I am also really pissed off at Universal Studios Singapore. The ticket costs us 72 dollars each, with a 5 dollar food voucher and 5 dollar retail voucher. Ok, fair enough. If the rides are good, I am more than willing to pay.

BUT THEN, the rides are either still under construction or got some technical problems. The Battlestar Galactica is still under construction. FINE. (but if you want to attract people, shouldn't you at least ensure this ride is open first??) THE MUMMY RIDE. Since 11am, the ride has been under technical problems till 5pm. OMG, and they keep asking the crowd to go and watch the shows that are meant for kids when some of the ppl are adults -.-
No one will come agn if this happens pls. The Jurassic water thing also break down, under technical problems. DIDNT EVEN GET A CHANCE TO GET WET!

So pissed off. Thank goodness the MUMMY RIDE reopen-ed at 5pm and allowed us to get the adrenaline pumped once more. But then that place is really those kind of places you go once is enough liao.

Maybe (2 to 5 years later), when I visit Universal Studios Singapore agn, I will get a chance to play this. It looks really terrifying;D

A last grp shot before I end off.

Credits to photos taken goes to Cheng Anqi:D

DU HAN YANG AND LIU HANZHI WHY NEVER COME!
Next time, this kind of outing must come OK!

Alright, gotta go slp, may use proxy server in China LOL.
And I think I lost interest in Maple >.<

Holidays started.

2010-05-31T06:19:00.000-07:00

So, a short post before I go and revise for SMO tmr >.<

Today me and my dad sent my mum and sister off at the airport. Well, kinda quiet now w/o the noisy sounds produced by my sister:P ANW, I will joining them in one weeks' time:D

The thing is I am now addicted to Maple and simply must include this into my daily routine omg-.- I feel so sad that I'm gonna miss those earn-money-events in mid-June because I'm in China and WTH China blocks Maple, facebook, youtube, blogger etc Zzz + FML.

Shall I go and have a proxy server a play Maple? Part of me wants a A BIG FAT NO, and let this trip take my mind off Maple, but a BIGGER part of me wants YES-.- Dilemma..

GOSH, stupid Maple. How ironic I seem to hate Maple for ruling over my life and how I seem to like it while playing-.-

I know one day down the road, I confirm will regret this choice HAI.

Alrights, SMO tmr followed by Shrek 4ever after! :D

Good to be back

2010-05-24T08:12:00.000-07:00

It's always nice to be back blogging again. LOL:D

Well, somehow this reminds me of Bio-.- Takes time for rods to form again just like it takes time for me to get back the so-called "blogging mood"

I guess this year's mid-years is a TOTAL LETDOWN for me and I can forget about getting exempted from anything WTH.

I must really procrastinate zzz. Not that I want to say this, but the school's system seriously needs some brushing up. DEMOLISHING mid-years is not just removing the word "mid-years" and change it into "small tests" you know, we are not freaking idiots please.

GOSH. By the end of the 4th week, I can really feel the hatred I have towards revision. I feel like tearing up every single notes and when I get bored I end up drawing all kinds of shapes I can think of. My brain's going crazy.

Alright enough. I will not disappoint myself next term.

I shan't feel upset for not signing up for any of the GPP trips coz I'm leaving for China in erm 2 weeks time? :D
But the first day of hell was totally !@#$%^&*

I mean some of the contents were kinda useful but we are just not in the mood I guess. Missed those days we get to choose a sport to learn during E and C week. Envy those Year 1s and 2s.

And I'm back to playing Maple again, unfortunately and fortunately idk. Yes, I'm spamming @cash as well though I know I will definitely regret it one day in life. :)

I feel really ambition-less lately. I've been thinking and re-thinking and re-re-thinking about my main goals in life. What's the purpose of education? Do we really need to pursue so many degrees and waste like a quarter (or even more for people like me-.-) of our lives on education? This society is TOO realistic. NO DEGREE NO JOB.

I guess our brain's too overstuffed with knowledge, but isn't it ironic that our descendants may not have the knowledge to apply these knowledge in the years to come? :)

A chapter ends for now.

2010-05-13T08:11:00.000-07:00

Ever since Mar Hols ended,

the first week of school till now, we have been having tests EVERY SINGLE WEEK.
Yes, you did not hear me wrong. EVERY.

Just that for the first few weeks it was small tests and though the school may call the later part of the weeks' tests "common tests", it is of no difference to the MYE.

Weeks of chionging topics by topics, feeling like giving up halfway, feeling as if my whole brain has replicated itself and the eye becoming EVEN smaller than before, I am glad to say that this

is
TEMPORARILY
OVER !

Hypnotise

2010-04-19T08:22:00.000-07:00

OMG LOL, I was relaxing a bit and went to Facebook for awhile and somehow ended up in Youtube feat. a hypnotising video.

And I almost got hypnotised OMG._.
Either I'm really tired or that thing really works LOL.

Guys I shall announce this sad news (NOT April Fool's Joke).

ON HIATUS TILL "MYE" ENDS:(

Flag day

2010-04-18T05:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went for flag day with some of the 4E classmates. LOL it was quite fun. Had a really good laugh during lunch too LOL:D And Carrisa got this balloon which didnt burst when I poke a hole in it LOL.

Next week marks the second week of tests and I am really really tired of all the stuffs I'm trying to balance:(
I also don't know why I feel so stressed. But whenever I think of something, I will think of it as very important and the stress starts to build up. Now, my weekend's are always packed with little personal space. Gosh. June Hols please come faster!

On a lighter note, I went to watch the Dove Evolution video again and found something interesting. Dove Evolution Parody. OMG, totally laughed my ass off HAHA>:D

This is the original Dove Evolution Video:

And here are some of the parodies. Be prepared to LYAO:D

LOL. Sometimes such things are ready to give you a good laugh whenever you feel stressed.

I'm alright.

Rotating around the orbit.

2010-04-12T08:24:00.000-07:00

Another cycle starts,
the same old cycle.

Another week began,
just another week.

Life with cycles is like going round in circles without any clue where is the end.

Time and things to do-.-

2010-04-10T06:54:00.000-07:00

Stressed.

No more mid-years is definitely not a GOOD thing.
I rather chiong through 2 weeks of tests + plus going home early (Y) than
suffering for 5 solid weeks + no going home early :(

Whoever complained to the school about having mid-years is a bad thing should !@#$%^. But again, no one may have complained you know.

Oh, but then there is this new implementation that if you get 3.8 GPA you can be exempted from EOY. Actually I don't whether it's a good or bad thing-.-
If I were a Year 1/2 I might want this implementation but Year 4 a bit crucial to be exempted from EOY leh.

So GL to me for the next 5 weeks of TESTS TESTS TESTS and regular activities.
But after the 5 weeks, it's JUNE HOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

near far

2010-04-04T09:08:00.000-07:00

ESCAPISM.

(-.-)

2010-04-03T03:20:00.000-07:00

I think I am going to delete my blog soon.
No one gives a freaking shit about this blog anymore.
Perhaps I am bullshitting too much?

All those wonderful memories, all those nice blog posts ARE GONNA BE GONE.
But, I wanna tell those people who still continue reading this blog something:

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!

although I am a little bit overdue-.-
LOL ok joke's over-.-

Next week is totally crap. Sometimes I just wish that all the tests next week are fake-.-

BUT IMPOSSIBLE. HAI.

Addiction

2010-03-28T07:29:00.000-07:00

Books are so addictive.
They keep you away from everything,

even studying for test:(

Aeon's like?

2010-03-27T08:36:00.000-07:00

Ok, so I just finished reading Percy Jackson and the Titan's Curse (third series). Fabulous, amazing. Yea, the books are real nice. I shall buy the last 2 books tomorrow:D

I went on an emotional ride while reading the book. Such books are really rare. HAI. I feel so empty now, like deprived of the basic needs of life-.- Should have bought all the books, so I can read through the night LOL.

Ok I shall stop ranting=.= Today was supposed to wake up at 6.40am to wear contacts, but turn out my ears aren't sharp enough to hear the alarm sound and so I woke up at 7.15am coz the bright sun was shining at my eyes. Yea, smart trick to determine if you're late for school LOL. Didn't have time to wear contacts and virtually flew down to the bus stop, just in time to catch 502 which is a direct bus to school.

Turned out I still reach school 10 minutes earlier-.- By the way, I went to do flag day today. My first experience was quite good haha. I found this place with really good haul and human traffic and good shading somemore. BUT THEN, this security guard came barging towards me and called me to go away coz their shopping centre don't allow people to do flag day there.

WTF. Like hello? I am OUTSIDE your shopping centre not INSIDE the shopping centre-.- Got really pissed off. Moved on to a new area where people only donate but don't take stickers-.-

Thought my can was relatively heavy until I held Mu Tang's can-.- Totally got owned in my face.

Ok, I think I shall end here abruptly LOL. I can't believe this is only WEEK ONE of Term 2. Feels like at least 2 weeks + have passed since Mar Hols, but yet the truth is always something unexpected.

Shall sign off with a big

HAI.

MOTIVATE?

2010-03-24T06:20:00.001-07:00

Zzz. I don't feel like studying Math leh=.= It's okay I know I will regret it later which always happen. Bet most of you always leave things to the last minute, then realize there's no time left so start rushing, in which the adrenaline sort of pushes you to complete the task.

LOL-.-

I'm so exhausted from CCA haha. Everyday I reach home I just lie FLAT on my bed and start snoring away lol. Because of that, I either skip dinner or eat it very late which is either good or bad =.=

Anyway, I think school is kind of mundane now. The new timetable is just another hidden motive of the school to add in more lessons. It appears to be 30 minutes for one period but seriously guys, who feels that there is a BIG difference from before-.-

Okay. YES. There is one VAST difference.
RECESS/LUNCH! 30minutes lessons and 40 minutes lesson not much difference.
BUT, 30 minutes recess and 40 minutes recess OMG is like such a big difference-.-
No time to eat, slack, change, etc. And somemore today Wednesday the recess time slot is like the time slot for Year 1 -4s or something, the whole canteen is virtually a market-.-

Grr. Anyway, bought Percy Jackson's books last week and just finished reading Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief:D Wow, nice book haha. Shall continue reading the sequel later. And I realized the movie Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief is crap-.-
No offence but the plot is kinda stupid. Like the KEY details are missing in the movie.
Gosh-.- Same director of Harry Potter somemore.

Tmr's Thursday already. I guess time flies damn fast ever since I became a secondary school student. Soon, I will be undergoing another phase of education. Sighs.

EYE

2010-03-21T07:46:00.000-07:00

I NEED TO REST MY EYES!

but thanks to LA essay I can't

HAI.

About time

2010-03-17T05:36:00.000-07:00

Hi guys, it's been awhile since I last blogged aye.
A couple of events happened so far.

Let's see. On Saturday I went to take my THEORY EXAM. One day before the exam, I haven't even memorise ALL the German terms, French terms and Italian terms :O LOL. But then it was alright, didn't memorise the German terms though (coz I thought German terms normally won't come out-.-)

Before I went to sleep at like 2am, I realized I don't know anything about the theory exam like the conditions and that sort of thing. Asked around and found out that the venue will be FREEZING COLD. LOL so I wore until I'm like damn protected.

Turns out that place was really damn cold. AND OMG I got

PAPER (S)!

There's actually 4 types of paper - Paper A, Paper B, Paper C and Paper S.
People normally won't get Paper S unless you are damn unlucky like me-.-
The paper was kinda tough but well I think I did OK ba-.-
And a German term came out of all times Zzz. But who cares LOL it's over:D

Alright, after theory exam I realized that HOLIDAYS HAVE STARTED!

But then the really sad thing is that today's WEDNESDAY already OMG-.- So freaking fast 0_0

Watched Alice in Wonderland today with Bryce and friends. Well, let's just say the movie was not as good as expected. The humour was good but the movie's kinda draggy. And I keep wondering how did Alice go to Wonderland in the past when it isn't a dream at all o_o

Oh yea, one more thing.

I GOT MY CONTACTS YESTERDAY:D

Spent like 1 solid hour trying to squeeze it inside my beady eyes-.-
But well, my timing improved today! Only took 15-30minutes LOL.

OK, I guess holiday's ending real soon and I'm so looking forward to June Hols!
HAHA.

THEORY

2010-03-11T04:45:00.001-08:00

THEORY

IN 2 DAYS'

TIME.

GOSH.

Irresponsible

2010-03-09T07:09:00.000-08:00

Some people are just irresponsible.

I cannot stand this any longer.
I am dead tired.
I shall not wait anymore.

You did this so you bear the consequences.
Simple as that.

It's starting to get dirtyy

2010-03-05T17:50:00.000-08:00

I think I have way too much regrets in my life.
I've made many wrong choices and now everything's gone wrong.

Change is the only constant is bullshit.
I hate changes. Why bother to change when we were all fine with it.

And why are all of these things happening NOW, the crucial part of our life.
Because of this change, we have mysteriously become the guinea pigs for these "experiment" to see if this change will yield any results.

I hate this.

I want a life. And the place I'm in now isn't giving me any.

A new chapter.

2010-02-26T19:36:00.000-08:00

FML :(

Contradiction

2010-02-22T07:20:00.000-08:00

Why is life so contradicting?
Life makes a fool of us.

I want to SCREAM OUT LOUD,
I want to verbalize all the shit that's in my head.
I just want to kayak suddenly which is so random.
I want to do so many freaking things but then I CANT.

This week is gonna be a tough one.
I totally flunked Physics which is so avoidable.

Whenever I think about how pitiful my situation is, I think about people that been through the worst of life.
Look at those orphans, look at those kids that made such a great impact on the society, look at everyone beside you.

We are all gonna be in this together, aren't we?

Chingay Parade 2010

2010-02-20T23:55:00.000-08:00

Just look at it.
Chingay 2010 was AWESOME! Shan't say much here.

REMEMBER PEOPLE :

PLS WATCH THE

CHINGAY PERFORMANCE TMR!!!

LOOK AT HOW PRO WE ARE!

LOLxD

LATE LATE OBS POST

2010-02-08T06:33:00.000-08:00

OBS WAS FUN!

And it's totally an understatement. OBS was great and RAFFLES WATCH ROCKS:D
Sorry guys, I know I'm REAL late in blogging about OBS coz I was DAMN FREAKING BUSY last week:(
But here's a good post for all of you!

NOTE: The following pictures below are taken by Elvin Lim and Wai Mun. Credits go to them.

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What a nice day, and people are waiting to enjoy at Pulau Ubin!

We arrived a Camp 2 first and I thought it was not that bad. I thought my luck was mediocre coz I thought there was a Camp 3 all along! But there wasn't -.- THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS CAMP 3 OKAY.

Our store room at Camp 2. First day was kinda boring. Got to know each other through weird ways like remembering their names' initials. o.O
Learnt how to pitch a tent and keep things properly, just the basic stuff I guess.

Here's a picture of my cool watchmates.

Elvin boldly snapped a snot of me while calling my name-.- But then look how cool the tent is. That's the first night I guess. I KEPT MY EYES OPEN FOR THE WHOLE OF FIRST NIGHT.

Gosh, I couldn't sleep at all despite how tired I was earlier on because a) it was freaking stuffy cos the "curtains" was preventing the wind from entering-.- b) people were snoring away in the tent (4 ppl to a tent) c) our tent was facing AWAY from the sea-.-

So we (Elvin, Yongjie, me and CiEn) all learnt our lesson and I slept soundly on the subsequent nights:D

Rock climbing on DAY 2. I didn't get to rock-climb at Camp 2 coz it suddenly rained-.- Had a change of plans. And we learnt how to kayak as well as CAPSIZING (!). Capsizing totally sucks. Sea water in your eyes = disgusting. But then the day was hot so drenched in sea water was pretty cooling.

Kayak-ed with Hui Xian to Camp 1 (short distance only) and everyone was quite tired. But then WE persevered and carried those ever-big bags down. Our socks and shoes were totally smelly and dirty and Very uncomfortable.

Just when I thought we could have a nice warm bath, we were dragged to the hall to rock-climb. LOL, I was totally tired and on the verge of collapsing already when I was up there:(

Camp 1 was not bad. They have a mini canteen + swimming pool. *gasp*

That night the sea-expedition leaders told us about the next day's plan. We were to kayak around more-than-half of Pulau Ubin and reach the so-called Camp 3 when it's just like so near us LOL. But it was fun:D

The sea-ex leaders were really worried the next day LOL.

Woke up feeling really excited and worried about the 7hr kayaking. Breakfast was horrible and for the first time in dunno how many years, I DID NOT finish my food-.-

Everyone was slightly late and the sea-ex leaders got more worried. Prepared and was ready to set off. OMG IT WAS DAMN FUN. The whole process was great.

However, 5min into kayaking, Hancong decided to be FUNNY (which is SO not funny-.-) and banged his kayak onto my kayak AT HIGH SPEED-.- Our kayak was already half-way in water and tilted at an impossible angle liao. My leg somemore stuck in the kayak then cramp-.- Freaking painful, then we were like almost lagging behind-.-

Wa then the currents very nice LOL. Super cool man. Basically, since me and Hui Xian from WUSHU (*ahem* LOL pro ppl:D) So we were very relaxed in kayaking LOL. Some ppl were struggling and thinking of capsizing their boats in order to get help from ppl LOL. OMG damn funny LOL.

First time, I was having lunch on a kayak on sea.
First time, a FLYING FISH (-.-) flew into my kayak, and while busy removing the fish, HuiXian was busy screaming her head off.
First time, I kayaked for so long.
First time, I kayaked in the rain with strong winds and big currents.
First time, I survived 7hr-long of kayaking (duh, if not I will be dead-.-)

KAYAKING is fun:D Turned out we reach "camp 3" like few hrs earlier than expected LOL. Our "camp 3" has a toilet but no shower heads so no shower. It was where I experienced my FIRST powder bath which turned out to be really cooling:D

While we pitched the tents, the girls did all the cooking (this happens all the time LOL first day also). The noodles were great but I dared not eat too much lest I SHIT.
Ate damn lots of oranges and next day my lips cracked LOL.

Most of the girls have swollen lips LOL. *ahem* some girl tried not to laugh cos her lips are fat LOL.

That night we had this blind-man-like walk and it was really cooling. I half thought that some random person will jump out of nowhere and scare you then you join the gang to continue scaring ppl. But then again, that would be VERY LAME LOL-.-

Red ants were basically infesting your whole body in "camp 3" lol. And that night we planned the land-expedition the next day which is super tiring.

Earlier in the morning, we played numerous fun games to get our body warmed up. I must say that the games were really not bad. After that, we started off our long trail carrying those freaking-heavy bags along and get infested by all sorts of insects along the way.

I really must comment on Li Zhen. She is freaking pro OMG. She is really really very responsible and no matter how tired she is, she still continues navigating and cheers the team on.

Ji Wei is a REEEAAALY good navigator. He reads the map like a book, he can like tell where we are going. OMG SO PRO :O
Han Cong has this never-dying energy living in him o.o He can run up and down the hill like nobody's business which is really pro.

The sweepers (Elvin and Yongjie) are annoying when you are really tired but we all know someone has to do this job and I am glad they motivated the watch to move on and on. I think Calvin and Cyrus were trying to sing and cheered the girls up or something which was really good of them. I think I have a fabulous watch:D
Oh, me and Hui Xian were like talking non-stop about Wushu stuffs from Year 1 to now and it was so enriching and fun that 3-4 hrs passed so darn quickly.

Finally after walking for numerous hours, we finally founded the "2 crocodiles" which turned out to be a pair of CROCS ._. anti-climax.

Then, we played a pretty lame but fun game called blindfolding and touching (nah, named it myself LOL)

I have no idea why there's a gap there-.-

We failed twice and as you can see, I think CiEn was trying to verbalise a pretty nice word LOL.

Walked for a few minutes and FINALLY

We reached our base camp, CAMP 2!

After showering and stuffs, we started on cooking the LAST MEAL IN PULAU UBIN that night LOL. We were basically given stuffs I've never seen in my 5 days in OBS LOL. So we have fried rice (Stamford Rice:D), SHAM's APPLE and a tasty soup after spoonfuls of MSG o.O
Wa, actually only our watch got this desert. But then, suddenly other watches the instructors go copy our desert-.-

Had a pretty filling meal that night haha. Was shocked to find out that that was my last night in Pulau Ubin:(

The last day was basically washing and cleaning of everything we used this 5 days. Nothing much really.

And there we are. The lucky ones sitting on the jetty going back to erm where again?? One of the first to return HAHA

This is hancong:D

Look, Ern Chuen (not from my watch BTW) looks so happy, along with a partially blinded but happy-looking Elvin in the bg. :D

RAFFLES FTW. RAFFLES WATCH TEE;D

LOOKING HANDSOME AND PRETTY IN THIS PHOTO:D

THANK YOU OBS FOR MAKING THIS 5 DAYS ONE OF THE BEST IN MY LIFE. THANK YOU RAFFLES FOR BEING SO GREAT. So guys, please don't complain about the Valentines/CNY gift exchange thing okay?

Wil blog about other stuffs ASAP.

<<--- DERIT

2010-02-04T06:55:00.000-08:00

I'm really tired...

OBS was fun (more to come later!)

2010-01-31T04:05:00.000-08:00

Ok I seriously have no time to blog about many things that happened.
I will definitely blog soon!

OBS was definitely fun and Wushu Reunion Dinner was so heartwarming! LOL.

OK, BB will BLOG soon:D

How time seemed to make a fool of us!

2010-01-24T03:59:00.000-08:00

I cant believe this! I going for OBS in just a few hours' time!

Yea, one moment ago I was anticipating OBS then suddenly OBS is tmr! LOL.

Hmm, my group's okay I guess. Must learn to appreciate what we get in life and not complain about life.

OBS WOULD be fun, I know it will:D

Priorities.

2010-01-20T04:37:00.000-08:00

Gosh. So many things are gonna happen soon and I must start to keep track of stuffs if not things may clash tgt on the same day. =.=

With many things happening at once, I guess I must start to set my priorities...
Things will get bad if that doesn't happen.

Life sucks when you're still a student. Hai.

OBS (soon)

2010-01-16T06:05:00.000-08:00

OBS's COMING!

This seems freaking weird. I've never went for OBS before but I'm damn excited LOL.
The only shitty thing about this is digging a hole and shit in the hole.
This thought totally scares me off LOL-.-

Guys, I'm fine now. Honestly. I'm much better, thinner (yes that's true) and happier. Things work out better than I thought though still awkward.
Hoping for the same is impossible for now.

And thanks for the concern people!
My flu's getting much better and gosh I almost fainted on Thursday.
Drank 3 BOTTLES of water and rushed to the toilet during the last few periods LOL.

Mr Chen is a really good and devoted teacher. He's cute (although sometimes abit act cute? Nonetheless good LOL) and really knows how to teach. I believe with him around, my grades will much better LOL.

On the other hand, LA is really ...
Lloyd says that she's a really good teacher (?) but then again, it's Lloyd =.=
She's trying to make us think (which is true) but erm her way of speaking is kinda monotonous with the repetition of "alright" every few seconds.
Hopefully as time passes, I will get use to her voice LOL-.-

Friday. Had an uneven sleep on Thursday LOL>.<
Slept at 10pm, woke up at 2am. Slept again. Woke up at 6am. Slept again. Woke up at 7am to go to the bathroom. Slept again. Woke up at 9.30am o.O
Went to Jurong Point to eat with Bryce and friends.
Saw 4E people at KFC and was kinda of weird? LOL

Amanda has this Polaroid (which is unfortunately small LOL) but cool nonetheless.
LS was really boring. Went around the whole school searching for weird places like Econs Room LOL-.-

Today.
Went to Sentosa with my whole family during the afternoon when the sun's not too bright. Reached there and was totally shock by the complete change.
There's this fabulous castle situated beside Sentosa LOL.
And the Roller Coaster! OMG IM SO GONNA RIDE THAT. Looks scary though. But what's fun without a bit of thrill-.-

Sentosa's boring too. Every attraction requires people to fork out money and zzz everything there is like so expensive. Like buying a bottle of water cost you 2 bucks?

Alright. Next week is gonna be a pretty relaxing week. Nothing much happening. The following week is OBS LOL.
OMG, really excited.

By the way, saw people doing the Flying Fox thingy at Sentosa today and it kinda thrills + scares me -.- LOL.

OK, off to homework...

Unexpected

2010-01-07T06:08:00.000-08:00

Hope, is possible to hope for things to come true?
Hardwork, is it a guarantee to success?
Luck, is it always there to assist you?

Life is so full of unexpected things.
In a way, life can be mocking you.
Life is NEVER fair. What's fair exactly.

I suddenly realized how lonely I really am.
I'm lost. I lost my sense of direction.
Even as I'm typing this, I keep backspacing coz I typed too many wrong words.

Sometimes, people occupy themselves with loads of stuff to "occupy" their minds.
If the mind is free, people start to think.
And thinking often leads to unexpected endings.

I really feel like an idiot sometimes.
I can't believe that I am so unwilling to let it go after almost 2 solid months.
But yet, that incident was etched deeply in my mind for 2 solid months too.
How hard it is.
It's just a letting-go, sounds easy but yet I pondered over it for 2 months as well.
The irony of this.

What shall I do.
What shall happen?
What shall become of me.

Why is life making it so difficult for an innocent-looking guy?

2-----0-----1-----0

2010-01-02T07:57:00.000-08:00

Sorry I'm kinda late, but then

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!

2009 had been a very roller-coaster kind of year. It went up at the start of the year, when I got really busy until I almost gorged myself with buckets of food (o.o, LOL jk-.- but you get the idea)

Then somewhere in the middle, it went fine. Things started to get better and I went to China for a holiday where I climbed 3-4 mountains. Super tiring but fun and it was such an eye-opener.

After that, thanks and damn ALVIS, Maple became my addict. It felt real boring at first coz well, I was kind of noob and stuffs. But then after awhile when you kinda get the hang of it, it's a pretty boring but okay game. It's good to kill time and well, you get the idea. It's like an addiction-.- You know it's wrong to continue playing + buying more cash, but then the INSIDE OF YOU tells you to continue. Oh well.

Somewhere along the way, H1N1 broke out and sadly, OBS was canceled. Then things get fast-forward and I was like sitting on a fast-paced roller coaster o.o
Before I knew it, EOY approached ME>.< style="font-style: italic;">Sherlock Holmes with Bryce, Ji Xiang and Jeremy.

The first thought I had was OH CRAP. Why are we watching this-.-
But then, I realized that it's a fabulous movie. Seriously, go watch it.
SH totally rocked man. It's damn facinating LOL.

Ok, I shall go finish the rest of my holiday hw. Bye.

p/s: Chinese New Year's coming soon!

Merry Xmas

2009-12-25T10:11:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas GUYS & GALS;D ~

It has been a pretty tiring week.
Had cca at 8.30am on Tuesday. Almost couldn't wake up and almost couldn't catch the damn bus. Waited for the bus and saw 3 of the same buses "flew" past me, like WTF?!

CCA lasted quite long I think but then it was good work and fun. I totally suck in XISHUI._.

Wednesday had 3E class outing which was again failed...
Seriously, no one bothers to come which is quite a disappointment. All I see is clique outing which sucks. Zzz

Watched Avatar which was a really good movie. OK lah, when you are watching the movie, it's kinda of okay. But then after the movie, you can feel that overall it's a fabulous movie LOL.
3D made the graphics even better and it was def. worth the money! xD

Reached home @ ard 8pm that day.

Didn't go for Wushu on Thursday:(

Just came back from Christmas celebration @ friend's house.
Must def. think of something to do next week @ friend's house seriously.
Haha, oh and I'm starting to buy @cash (:O with a BIG FAT mouth).

Oh no, it's an addict.

Double MADNESS

2009-12-17T02:30:00.001-08:00

Yesterday was already a very bad day, and today just didn't get any better. Oh and guys, I don't I will really have time to blog about my cruise trip-.-

Early in the morning (okay lah, not so early ard 11.30am-.-) I tried to MAPLE but then the stupid hackshield got prob so I go uninstall and install again. Still didn't work zzz.

So I just to eat my noodles. It lacked a bit of sesame oil so I went to the kitchen to pour some and saw these bunch of flies flying around=.=
When I was pouring the oil, those flies sort of banged(??) into my arm and guess what,

I POURED A "HANDSOME" AMT

OF OIL INTO MY NOODLES.
Zzz, my noodles tasted soggy and oily. Which was !@#$%^&
Afternoon, Maple went alright. Just when I was about to access into the Singapore server, they said that I didn't patch and all those bs.
I was wondering WTF happened, when I found out that I uninstalled Maple earlier on = all patches GONE.

GG.

So re-download maple with the patch (duh) and slacked abit.
Was quite happy that the download was 86.5%. Went toilet came back and found out that it's still 86.5%. After a LONG while, still 86.5%.

OMFG. I almost "slapped" the computer. RE-download again. Zzz

So decided to do some homework since the pile is forever lying there since like 1+ month ago? LOL

Decided to research on the fking director of <<消逝的记忆1&2>>.

Guess what? I spent 30 mintues trying to find the director of <<消失的记忆1&2>>.

OMG! Stupid stupid stupid. And why do we have to write a freaking 1000 word essay for some stupid movie that doesn't even have a lot of popularity on the internet?!

What a GOOD day, isn't it-.-

2009 2g'08 chalet

2009-12-10T01:34:00.001-08:00

LOL, isn't this IRONIC. I went for cruise first but then I'm gonna post about 2g class chalet first LOL.

So, the expected 11 people coming for the chalet turned out to be 12 in the end (with a few not coming LOL).

But then the Chalet was SO FREAKING BIG that the place rocked LOL.

Entering our BIG MANSION:D

HAHA, welcome to our nice place. *ahem* allow me to show you around-.-

Thanks to MICHELLE, we had a marvelous living roomxD

Good kitchen (with lots of utensils) and a small dining table +MAHJONG TABLE! OMG LOL.

The toilet looks good too.And there we have the staircase leading up, revealing ANOTHER toilet and 2 rooms (hence 4 beds in total). One of the rooms even had a TV! COOL ISN'T IT!

And guess what? The price for this chalet (1 night) is much much lesser than the chalet at downtown east there... LOL. But then damn hard to book, so THANKS Michelle LOL.

But then Michelle hor, 2D1N is very ... I don't care hor, our class already book 4D3N/3D2N for next year de:D

OK, back to Chalet.
While the majority of the people went to purchase the BBQ stuff, Amelia + Wen Hui began using the Mahjong tiles to form weird stuffs. Me? LOL, I was watching TV LOL. Btw, Your Hand in Mine a.k.a 想握你的手 rocks! OMG, heard it has 180 episodes? o.O

Presenting the masterminds of the "artworks' =.-

Art piece 1a

Art piece 1b

Art piece 2

AND FINALLY,

The FINAL Art piece:D

HAHA, not bad not bad.

LOL Wen Hui-.-

Oh and I was playing Mahjong earlier on and I got this weird tiles LOL.

Wa so many EYES=.=

Around 7-8pm, the originally 3 (Michelle, Eugene, Shaun) people who went came back with 4 more people (Kimberly, Zi Siang, Shao Tan and Kai Xin LOL.

And so BBQ started!

The hardworking ones BBQ-ing. LOL, I was abit erm SLACK LOL. All I cared was EATINGxD LOL.

Amelia helping out in the POKING AND SLITING (-.-) of sausages LOL.

Actually they were trying to act cool LOL.

Ok, so after BBQ, we went back into the Chalet to play Bridge. Thanks to the Bridge PRO (*ahem ahem*), whoever paired with me DID NOT do any forfeit. LOL.

On the contrary, Kai Xin did ALL forfeits LOL. (actually she didn't do the last 2 LOL)
Haha.

OMG, the pictures are so nice LOL. Wa Zi Siang smile damn sweet LOL=.=

Ok, so after that bathed (in which the toilet ran out of toilet paper OMG zzz) Played Mahjong again then the exciting part came. (oh Ziqian and Kia Luck came but then they slept throughout the WHOLE chalet LOL)

WE had a mass outdoor adventure hunting for transversites.
For those who don't know what transversites are, they WERE basically MALES that turned into quite chio females -.-

It was damn fun but scary. LOL OMG, I can still remember that transversite saying "Fucking slut" LOL. Then Kai Xin mimicked her friend's voice until damn manly which was so LMAO-ing LOL.

And I went to this mama shop to buy drink. Then Zi Siang was like pointing at the 3 mineral water for 1 dollar stuff. So I was looking at it, but then OUT OF A SUDDEN, a chio lady swept passed me (OMG, and smiling somemore-.-). Then I realized it was a transversite which was quite freaky?

And oh dear, I didn't know males go for transversites too ;x Freaky thought.

By the way, the above are just my own personal comments. I am not against transversites, just stating my POV:D

Ok, so after the "great" adventure, we rushed back to Chalet and started playing RETARDED GAMES which were very retarded LOL. But then I realized that I was not so retarded after all=.= LOL.

5am in the morning we went upstairs to talk talk (quite fun actually haha).
We were supposed to wait for sunrise but then I think I fell asleep halfway? LOL>.<

After that I woke up at 11am (only one still sleeping I think-.-) and went off coz mum wants me home.

Comments for this chalet? Fun but short.
SO Michelle, you know what to do for next yearxD

Credits to Picasa, 2G'08 people can kope the pictures.

WILL UPDATE READ SOON:D

2009-12-07T09:23:00.000-08:00

OMG, CRUISE was fun. Damn relaxing, enjoy the beautiful sea + beautiful sky.

Yup, but then I can't enter the CASINO coz zzz I don't look like an 18 year old LOL.
But then the GYM says "16 years old and above" and i just walked inside cooly without being caught LOL.

Alright, I will try to update the 100+ pictures soon (after editing and all those).
In the mean time, tmr's 2G class chalet with a pathetic 11 going zzz

Oh gosh, but then there's always MAHJONG (OMG) to keep me (hands) busy:D

Will update soon.

And oh gosh, I REALLY SLACKED my holidays away this time with MAPLE =.=
I can't believe there's only 3++ weeks left to school! OMG :O

I guess it's time to get real busy with HW =.=
Stupid MAPLE zz

Wushu Chalet:D

2009-11-28T02:24:00.000-08:00

Ok, I guessed this blog's sort of dead=.=
Zzz, I think I lost my touch in blogging but whatever=.=

Ok, so Monday was Wushu Chalet and guessed what?!

I DIDNT GO +.+

I was a little bit pissed off with my poor memory Zzz.
I guessed that it's because of the lack of trainings that contributed to the forgetfulness?

Few days ago, I've already planned the weekly schedule (ignoring the forgotten Wushu Chalet LOL)
So on Monday, when I saw Yi Shyuan's message about the Chalet I was like STUNNED.
TOTALLY STUNNED LOL. Got owned by my stupid memory=.=

Zzz, planned everything liao so can't make it for first day chalet. Next day still going out with Bryce and friends to watch 2012 Zzz.
So after the movie, rushed to Pasir Ris immediately for BBQ.

2012 is a fabulous movie! I love this kind of movies LOL. It's kinda of interesting but again, the plot is not as fab as the effects. The effects were great for one.
LOL, I was thinking of Titanic + Poseidon throughout the whole movie but then the ending showed likewise LOL. Nvm, good movie. [Recommended:D]

Rushed off for BBQ which was abit FAIL LOL.
But then everyone was together so the atmosphere was great!
Chenxi + girls + guys (?) wanted to eat ICE-CREAM and since it's 8pm liao (no TV to watch in the Chalet) I accompanied the people going for ICE-CREAM.
Ended up only Chantal, Song Ning and Chenxi eating?? HAHA

Was pondering whether or not to stay overnight since it's kinda of boring at first..
But then, after BBQ it got better! Haha, played Poker and talked.
Darren and Chang Zheng are seriously damn good jokers! (no offence LOL) They can really make you laugh until you cry LOL.

Snacked and watched TV then the guys decided to go for a NIGHT WALK?!
Didn't want to go so sleep on the floor instead LOL. Gordon keep sleeping then sit-up then dunno do what=.= LOL
Ard 4am I think the guys came back. LOL, I was just resting throughout=.=
Couldn't really sleep LOL. Jiaolian had started a convo with WanYan they all, and OMG they really talked for the WHOLE NIGHT :O

Ard 7am, wanted to go out to the Beach but then Yue Ling and Hui Xian were finding toilets? So go toilet then went back Chalet=.=

Slept again and around 11am we departed. LOL.
I know my description sounds kinda boring because
1) I did not go for the first day which probably rocked the SHIT OUT OF ME
2) I'm kinda of weak in giving good descriptions LOL

And FREAK LAH, I'm supposed to be in Hong Kong now but then the stupid tickets are ALL SOLD OUT LIKE 1-2 weeks earlier? Zzz.
But then next Wed-Fri I am going on a cruise! OMG, when was the last freaking time I went on a cruise? 10 years le.
HAHA, YEAH.

Oh, and I know I'm late but whatever.

TO ALL FRIENDS GOING OVERSEAS (VACATION,

GPP, WHATEVER):

ENJOY YOURSELVES THERE! :D

OH, AND YOU KNOW IT'S RUDE TO COME BACK

EMPTY HANDED? ;D

P.S: Paiseh, didn't take any pictures during Chalet.
Also waiting for Nicole for pictures LOL.

To write, is to inspire...

An interesting random thought.

Just another typical day, awaiting the end of 2011.

Some things just fade out after awhile. For instance blogging.

Lesson learnt but probably eternal regret.

Post-ABC notions

Pre-ABC notions.

Promos are over (2011)

To avoid an argument..

One more subject to go!

Physics is like life, you never understand the full meaning of it.

Ultimately, it may just be a wastage of brain capacity.

2011 Promotional Exams

Funniest Commercials.

On and off thing.

Humans do have feelings, and a fact doesn't need proving.

It's been a month.

ByeBye!

This is my 444th post...

RV Carnival, thoughts and busy week ahead.

This shit never ends.

GP makes me afraid.

Pissed off thoughts, prejudice? discrimination?

If you are sad, would you show others that you are sad? No. Cuz that makes everyone sad.

CRAZY.

CRAZY.

Mar Hols 2011.

Stunning.

Please don't end the year in 2012.

There goes CNY.

Just a short one.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PPL!

Not so typical.

Ultimately, a B4/ B3 is still a freaking B.

We await.

"from yaoyuan and his teacher :( : 听说今年成绩很差，作文很少得50分以上

的，长文缩短原文因为都是比喻句，很难缩短，所以得分很低，理解问答的答案

都是“点”式的句子，不能照抄原文，是按意思给分，和以前的会考题目不同。所

以大家要做好心理准备，不要抱着太大的希望。"

I must say, this is the best FIRST DAY OF SCH I ever had, but you noe there's sth called SARCASM

A bad start to my JC life.

2010:

2011,HERE I COME.

Internal struggle.

5FML?

RV IS ...

Not a post on 4E, I'm afraid.

I finally know what is called "addiction"

华文他妈的。

Years of learning just for that one day.

过于敏感-华文

WILL - BLOG - SOON.

Just a Tuesday.

Tell me what's wrong.

“ Women forced to abort foetus

”

Haze.

Word of the week: Disappointment.

Why do I live.

I am not dead

As Ballad.

Memories.

Nothing's impossible

Questions

Permutation and Combination

YOG

YOG IS HERE

HND!

Happy 45th Birthday Singapore!

FULL BLAST AHEAD.

Hmm, 3D...

IRRESPONSIBLE

CONCENTRATION

FREAK

400th post...

Wordy Post (with no pictures)

You light up my life :D

I swear I will update soon:)

Universal Studios SINGAPORE

Holidays started.

2011,

HERE I COME.

is
TEMPORARILY
OVER !